Day 3.
I think im getting better. But then again I've had months to prep for this so hopefully I have so head start on this. Its a good thing I sent you that email else I know id be tempted to contact you and then spend the whole day with bated breath waiting for your gracious response.
It's better this way really. Hopefully we will both be better and richer friends after this. I didnt and dont want us to never talk again, but I needed the space to get over my feelings for you so I can be as good a friend as I was to you before. At the rate I was going, I would have given you a disgust of my neediness. Yes, we were friends, but now I had developed these feelings for you that you didnt reciprocate would ultimately have broken up the friendship.
Let me get back to how I was, and we can, I really hope, be friends again. I didnt put it all in the email, but I hope you understand this is what I meant.
Take care and I miss you.