Morning

Why????.......

I guess my little fight for you is over now....and I didn't win..... Goodbye my love

I miss you today.....a lot....

I bought flying ticket yesterday, I'm leaving soon..... Miss you.....

Hey honey. I saw you today and already miss you like crazy. The time we spent together this night was amazing. We talked a lot…. had great sex ….I’m still feeingl the connection between us. I can see how much you love me, I can feel it, and this is amazing energy. I can’t remove from my mind how you hugged me in the morning and told me how much you love me, you’ve done this while you were sleeping. Every time I wanted switch my position and stop hugging you, you’ve grubbed my leg between yours and took my hand with your hand and you didn’t let me go, and I didn’t wanted to go, I continued hugging you, you know that I love hugging you when we sleeping. You were sleeping all the night, but I didn’t, I couldn’t fall asleep. I think I couldn’t, because I was afraid that when I’ll wake up, you would not gonna be there, that all this was just a dream. I’m happy that it was real. I can see your confusion, I can see your fear, I can feel it, but your love is stronger then that. And I don’t want other guys, I want you, I’ve made my choice five years ago and I chose you for a reason. I want to live my life with you, I want help you be happy, I want be there for you always. Because I love you and after the night we spent together, I realized that my love today bigger and stronger then month ago. Just follow your feelings, follow your love, follow your heart and come back to me, I’m here and I’m ready to share all I have and learned, with you. I made many mistakes, today I see them and I understand that I really hurt you, words kill, and I used wrong words. Last thing I wanted is to hurt you, I’m sorry, I really am. I never hurt you again, I’ve learned my lesson, I’ll cherish you. I promise you, if you give us another chance, you’ll never regret it. And you know that I promise something only when I know that I can sustain this promise, because for me it’s not just a word. Love you my sunshine, I’m here, waiting for you.

Day 19 I feel like my sadness is growing deep inside me

I thought that you are strong person, I thought you don't afraid of difficulties, I thought you will fight for us no matter what. But you decided to leave because it's too hard for you. Give us a chance, it is the last chance we will need. You know I'm right, you know that. We can do this. I miss you so much today. Have a nice day honey.

Day 18 Very sad today

Day 17 A little bit confused today.

Wow.....You've lied to me! And I believed you.....Now I think that all this was just a big big lie! You don't deserve me!

Day 16 Miss him today.....

Don't call me anymore! If you want something for your friends, call your friends!

Day 15 Had another dream about him, but I feel great today.

Why did you called? Why did you called TODAY? WHY?