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  1. MrSpeed
    I don't know if I ever fell out of love, mixed emotions maybe. Could I love her again? Still do but am still hurting and my hurt has turned to moments of dislike, not hate just dislike towards her.
  2. MrSpeed
    You messed me around. Yes I hurt you last year but I came back to you and we worked at it and we fell in love all over again and all the time you were living a double life, contacting a man I would never had found out about if I hadn't done my detecttive work. Well you know what, I deserve better and you do not deserve my love. I spoilt you, I opened your eyes to the world around you and that still wasn't enough, most of all I really loved you.
  3. MrSpeed
    Day 9 Went out with friends last night to a couple of my od stomping grounds in London. We used to go there a lot as a couple and I ended up, in, what used to be our favourite restaurant and I did get melancholic about it all.
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  5. MrSpeed
    Day 8 I found day 7 difficult to get through, really wanted to ring her and my thoughts were all about her, feel OK so far today.
  6. MrSpeed
    Day 7. Difficult still but know I have to keep being strong.
  7. MrSpeed
    Your loss baby, 6 days and I've heard nothing from you, it's starting to get easier. As I said, your loss.
  8. MrSpeed
    Day 6. This was the longest I went previously without contacting her. I'm surprised at my own self control!
  9. MrSpeed
    Day 5. Still missing her but feel that closure isn't that far off now.
  10. MrSpeed
    Day 4. Ouch, still painful.
  11. MrSpeed
    Day 3. Hard. Had counselling today, which opened up old wounds. Miss her so much. Very drunk at the moment but staying NC. Love her.
  12. MrSpeed
    Struggling to get on with my life without you. You were my life. The last ten years of my life revolved around you and you alone. I don't have anyone to spoil now. Why did you do this to me and why are you being so stubborn. I Love You and miss you like mad. My aching heart. Why does love have to be so painful.
  13. MrSpeed
    Day 2, really hard, missing her like mad, we split 3 weeks ago but we keep getting in touch. Now I've decided to go NC, the longest I went so far is 6 days but know this time I need some serious self control to get through this, so sad and lonely.
  14. MrSpeed
    29 hours and no contact with my ex. Gonna be hard but gotta go with it.
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