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Day 37 Days are really going by pretty fast now. Work was really stressful today. I hated it so much lol. I went inside the bathroom to just sit down for a few minutes to just relax. I started thinking about her and I started to miss her I have to get through this though. I just can't wait to completely be off this ship. This will be my first and last ship I will serve on. I can't stand how the system works on this ship. Everything is so damn political. It's like you have to kiss ass to actually get recognized and recognition is never noticed by how much effort you put into your job. I just can't wait until I'm finished. The only really cool thing about being stationed on a ship is you get to go to all sorts of crazy places. And when you wear your dress uniform in public, all the girls want you.
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I'm proud to serve! Improving myself is really the only thing I can do right now. It's the only way I can move forward.
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Thanks bro. That day was a really good day for me!
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Day 36 Ok, today was my navy physical readiness test. I trained for this day and all I gotta say was all that training and effort I put for this day, it was all worth it! I set personal records in all categories - situps, pushups, and 1.5 mile run. I did 105 pushups in 2 minutes! Of course I'm gonna brag about it because I seriously did not expect to push my body to those limits!! All the time I've been going to the gym, all those times I've ran 6 miles every other day, it has all paid off!! I ran the 1.5 mile run in 9 minutes! That's almost 2 minutes faster than my previous record! Today was just a good day for me! Oh yes, during the event, there were several people who told me that I've gotten buffer and asked me what I've been doing to change my appearance! What makes it way better is when a really pretty looking girl asks me if I've been working out and also asks me if I've been working out to impress other girls.. haha I seriously didn't know what to say because I never got compliments like that before. Even my partner for my situps test told me that he could see my six pack through my shirt while I was doing my situps test. I just never show off my own body, I've always been the humble type of person because I worked hard for this! Guys, I'm sorry that I'm just going on and on but seriously though, I have never gotten compliments like these before and I have never been this fit in my life. Not even after boot camp I was fit like this. I've just been through so much these last few months with my ex and I'm just proud of myself that I can at least do these changes to my body. I just hope that this huge ego boost carries on and helps me become an overall better person than I was before. Well, tomorrow is gonna suck since I gotta stay on the ship. Goodnight fellas
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Thanks for lookin' out bro! Today was definitely a good day because I kicked ass in my navy physical fitness test!
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Day 35 I feel like crap tonight. I just wanna go to bed and forget about this feeling.. just one of those emotional days when you freakin miss her so much.
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Day 34 I woke up so late today lol. I woke up at like 1 pm! Haha I can't do that tomorrow. I'm gonna go visit my sister tomorrow when she's done watching the Chargers game with her boyfriend. Today I got a haircut and the lady did a great job with my hair! She took about 15 minutes just to give me a medium fade 1 on the side and 6 on top. It turned out impressive! I felt like taking a picture of myself lol but I'm not a camera fanatic like some lol. I have a physical fitness test for the navy on Monday and today I wanted to see where I was at. I ran 1 mile with a 20 lb weight vest, rested for a few minutes, and ran another mile with the weight vest. Then, I took the weight vest off and I flew through my last mile like NOTHING lol. I'm definitely on track of setting a new record for my 1.5 mile run on Monday. I'm aiming at least a 9 minute run, hopefully go in the 8 minute category. Right now I'm playing my video game I bought last week, Gran Turismo 5! I talked to my mom not too long ago. Yep that's pretty much it for me I noticed that I'm not on this site as much as I used to be anymore. I will post every day though. Alrighty well goodnight fellas!
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Day 33 Crap it's late. Well I had a pretty good day today and I'm ready to go to bed. I felt great about myself today. I went out and did some phone shopping. I'm thinking about switching over to another carrier. Little changes like these makes me feel that much better about myself. I went to buy a few groceries. I forgot some stuff but oh well I guess lol. I went to the gym and worked out. I had a crazy workout today and my body is really crying to go to sleep right now. I made myself some really good steak today and planning on doing the same thing tomorrow. I always cook for myself when I have a day off because work always provides me free food anyways. So yeah that's pretty much my Friday. Goodnight fellas! Btw, I didn't think about my ex as much today. I didn't really get emotional today which is a good thing. I still miss her a lot. Sometimes I wonder what she's doing... but I can't let that get to me. I have to focus on myself!! Sigh...
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Day 32 I hate when I forget to post. Well, yesterday was a horrible work day. I was working since 1 am and didn't get off till almost 5 am. I was so tired, but I ended up going out to eat with a few friends after I got off. Then when I got home, that's when I just passed out! Haha no wonder I forgot to post..
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Day 31 I'm still at work. I'm freezing right now. I'm not looking forward to work today. I can't wait until I never have to stand another duty day in the navy ever again.
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Day 30 Ok, today was a extremely tough day to get through. It was her birthday today. It was so hard to try and not think about her having a great time. I missed her so much today. I wanted to tell her happy birthday but I can't, I can't do that. I have to stay strong and commit to this. I hope she had a great time with her family, I really hope so. To my ex: I know you will never see this, so I'm going to get this out of my heart. I'm happy for you today. I hope you and you're family are having a great time today for your birthday. I miss you so much babe. I really wish I could be there right now, but I can't. I have to be a stronger person. I need this for myself. Happy birthday babe and sweet dreams k? I hope somehow God can deliver this message to you. Sigh... I'm glad this day is over. This is definitely a tough one to swallow.
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Day 29 It's kinda interesting to read peoples stories. Well anyways, I had a good day at work today. A "new guy" came in at work today and I had to show him around the ship and we just talked about the Navy itself. He's a good guy and we have some things in common so I look forward to working with this new guy. My ex... I hope you're doing good. I hope college is treating you well. Stay strong.
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Day 28 I didn't really do anything today. No highlights for today. I just went to the gym. Tomorrow I go to work. Tomorrow is gonna suck.
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Day 27 I'll try to make this quick since I'm tired lol. Today I went to buy some groceries. After I got home, I went to the gym. Then I went to play my new video game I bought for myself. I've been on that for a while now lol. I love that game. As for my ex, I thought about her like usual, nothing new. At times, I miss her so much, but I'm living my life right now. I'm not ready to see her or talk to her yet.
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I can imagine that. It must've been really hard to tell yourself to turn around and head the other way. I've been in your shoes several times lol so I know exactly how that feels.
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Day 26 I went shopping today. I was gonna buy a new TV, but I realized that I didn't have enough money with me so I just bought a new video game. I haven't bought a video game for my PS3 in so long. I bought GT5 because I love racing games and I love cars. I've been playing this game for most of the day. It takes my mind off of my ex. I also went to the gym to work out. I still have to buy a few groceries tomorrow.
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Day 25 Even though I was at work yesterday and still am at work, I enjoyed my thanksgiving dinner. I honestly did not expect to have a big dinner here on the ship. Well I hope everyone had a good Thanksgiving!
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Day 24 I'm waiting for something good to happen to me soon. It just has to happen soon. I've been through one of the lowest points in my life and I'm just waiting to peak to the sky.
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Day 23 I have a new roommate! I won't feel so lonely anymore haha. I go to work with my roommate so I already get along with him well. I had a pretty decent weight training session today. I had a good conversation with my mom and dad. I told my mom that I still have feelings for my ex and she told me to remember to focus on myself before anything. I decided that I'm going to visit my parents for New Years. Sigh.. finally a break from the navy. I need to clean my apartment and I cleaned up my kitchen a little. Alright well I'm tired so I'm gonna call it a night. I still need to drink my protein shake and prep up for work tomorrow. Goodnight fellas!
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Day 22 My foot hurts. I need to get it checked out. I went for a run and my foot is killing me! I bought a nice sweater that looks really good on me. I can't wait to wear it.
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Day 21 I went to the mall today to get some stuff. I bought a few workout clothes. That's pretty much it for today lol.
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Day 20 Woops I forgot to post last night lol. Well, yesterday I had a pretty emotional day thinking about her. It was one of those days where those negative thoughts come in and you start to think of all the bad things that they did so you kinda start feeling upset. I watched the movie "Due Date" with my friend yesterday. It was hilarious.
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Day 19 I'm currently at work right now. I'm ready to get off soon. It feels like I'm gonna fall asleep soon lol.
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Day 18 I really didn't feel like posting. I just need to go to bed..... ZzZz
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Day 17 I can't wait until this week is over. Work sucks this week. I've been really stressed out with work. Tomorrow won't be so bad, but Friday I have to stay overnight on the ship. I can't think about that right now. Argghhhh.. lol. When I got home from work, I went for a typical 6 mile run. I run 6 miles every other day and sometimes the weekends. I love it. It just takes my mind off everything it makes me feel great. This is the reason why I go for a run outside or go lift weight at the gym. I set goals for myself already. My ex remembers seeing me skinny and next time she sees me, she'll be in for a big surprise. Well I'm really tired. I will continue to post everyday. Take care guys. Good luck with everything
