Summer12

I'm tired of still being hurt by you. Its been 4 months. Please just get out of my head. It's funny how you're not doing anything with yourself still. Maybe you and her are perfect for each other because she doesn't seem to be doing much with herself either. You really are stupid. Wow I can't believe I dated YOU. Pffft have I learned my lesson. I'm going to finish up my degrees, grow as a person, and eventually become the person I want to be and live the life I've always wanted. God, please just lead me. I will follow.

I f***ing hate you!!!!!!!! Grow up! Stop being a scumbag!

Beginning of day 22. I'm finally realizing how much of a piece of sh*t you truly are. Go f*ck yourself

Day 21. Feeling down. Tempted to call but I refuse to. Feel used and worthless. Can't get him off my mind but I am starting to get sleep and eat more. This is the worst feeling ever, hate not being able to control the situation.

Right now I don't think that I could ever take you back. How long was it going on? Why couldn't you be man enough to just tell me about her. She's just trash and your family doesn't even like her. You've been telling me that you're going to get your sh*t together for years. I don't believe you ever will. And if you do for this girl, I will hate you forever because I have had to be your second mother for 6 years. I deserve to see you actually make something of yourself. Not some scum girl who has screwed everybody in town and will bring you lower and lower. Do you remember when Eddie pulled me aside and was talking to me? He begged me to not go to college and stay with you. Now I know why he said that. Because he knows and your family knows that you're going to go down the wrong path. I'm glad that I chose to make something of myself. I can't take care of you anymore and not receive anything in return.....