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I don't have to hold my tongue for you anymore, i don't have to pretend that i'm not upset with the stuid stuff that comes out of your mouth that makes me want to scream YOU IDIOT WHAT THE ARE YOU BIT----G ABOUT NOW! Always having to ruin the day with your "constructive criticism" i'm fed up.. i just want to tell himto just sit on it... All reality if this man could have just allowed us to be ourselves and learn to listen and stop analyzing every simple thing we could have grew old together.... but there's only so much we could put up with.. I miss the good we both had.. we were not always feeling unhappy... I loved being with this man he made me smile as much as he made want cry... im tearing up now... I really know I loved this man with all my heart and i still do.. I can put up with so many flaws of a person because we all have them.. you get angry and you get over it, it's simple. why some people hold grudges i'll never understand.. i want to be respected,loved, honored, adored, cherished, and happy..This man i don't think we will ever get back together because he's very stubborn and he has issues that need to be addressed. He's has problems that are not mine.. No one wants to have a man, their man thinking he knows everything and then wants to make you do what he thinks is right. You feel trapped in a certain sense.. you happiness turns into hopeless.... this man wanted to take my thoughts and make them his...

I agree with you.. We're all adults and should understand that we're all different when it comes to expressing ourselves.. so say what's in your heart, shout it out... thanks for starting this post again i like it ... I would like to say about ex--to shut shut up you talk to much, who say your not right all the time,and stop being Mr.Psychiatrist, analyse everything. you make me sick with all that talking... Just SHUT UP...please..lol

I miss you ol rigid one

Day one. I miss my husband terribly but I'M DRAMA FREE. I try to think of all the bad things and not the good things. I'm fighting for me not him. I will conquer these feelings. Let me stop at the moment I'm getting emotional. I have good moments and y'all know those others. Let the games begin.