I grew up in the ghetto all my life. Now i am in raytown, missouri, one of the richest white citys in missouri. I am half mexican and half white. I live with my biological mom and dad. i have a brother and a sister
when i fist when to raytown middle in 8th grade, i was to some people a "wigger" and i never had a lot of friends. my mom and dad bought me k mart clothes because they had 3 kids and low income. i dont know if that was the reason noone liked me or what.
then before 9th grade, i decided to change my image around. i was blinded... or just dumb. i thought i was going to become a "skater" by dressing up in jeans, vans, and food t-shirts (shirts that have food logos on them, you know, "novelty tees" is whta their called when you buy them in stores). I had my hair up in spikes all the time, looked to gross to even touch. i got ridiculed over that. well that year i finally felt depression for the first time and realized how dumb i was and how i didnt have a single friend. did i bring it upon myself? what did i do wrong?
now, i come upon sophomore year. i finally decided to just be me, some jnco jeans and button up short sleved shirts. not any gay skull designs, just like plaid blue colors. i am getting contacts, and cutting my hair. what do you think people will do? do you think they will have matured and not even care, or make fun of me and say "you changed ur goddamn style again..."? did i deserve to get ridiculed and unliked bcuz i just joined the skool?
