LostSolace
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40 days does sound pretty miraculous.. 3 and a half months broken up now..just about 2 weeks NC..Not nice..am tempted to make one more try. No begging, no pleading..just a proposition to meet up and speak about a few things. May not be a good idea..but I feel strong enough that I can tolerate a rejection.
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Day 9 of NC - 14 days until 4 month mark since break up. I miss her. I miss her like crazy. I think about the good times we had together and how she used to always make me smile.. She was so reassuring, comforting, caring. She didn't dream big but she had a big heart..God she was amazing.. NC is getting really tough; as I've had the urge to look at her myspace and livejournal. I'm refusing to, though..I can't let myself down. Would anyone have any inspiration to keep me going?
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Wow! Congratulations Coldheart! That's incredible news. That; tied up with my best friend making up with his own girlfriend of 4+ years is really good news. I'm on day 8 of NC however do not see a similar outcome in my case! If I could..I'd be over the moon..but the difference in my case is that there's another man. She didn't tell me..lied to me, in fact; but realising it has let me see that the more time I NC; the easier it will (should) be for me to let go.
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Your profile, Tujna? Are you talking MySpace/Facebook? I didn't think you could see who looked at your profile..
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You want your ex back? Things to avoid certain doom!
LostSolace replied to SuperDave71's topic in Getting Back Together
Dave. If only I knew of this forum before it all went pear shaped..your wisdom would have so seriously come into play. I thought I did it all right..but boy did I get it all wrong. I should have initiated NC from the minute it happened.. -
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pdoog - My sympathies, man. I've had those dreams..though lately I've been so worn out from work that I tend to dream about what's happened at work..and not have her cross my mind. She still manages it though, sometimes..When I least suspect it.. And it always tends to involve her saying "Don't worry..this time it's real..it's not a dream. I'm here." And then I wake up..Typical.
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Day seven...after today it will be officially one week since I initiated NC. I just get this feeling that she isn't thinking about me at all..and if she is, it's probably in spite. Three months on and the spite was still there.. Christ.. I miss her. I'm finding it really tough..
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Day 6 - Thinking about her. Have been tempted to look at her MySpace just to even get a status update but decided against it as I know I'd be back at square one! Keeping very low profile. Haven't even logged into my own MySpace since this started. On invisible in Messenger mode, in case she hasn't deleted me; and trying my best not to get miserable..especially when I first wake up which is my weakest moment.