Has anyone fallen in love with someone for no reason? I mean the love at first sight, the tugs at your heart and doesn't let go?? Someone who agrees with you that there's a connection that can't be explained? But that someone never admitted having any feelings. This person came into my life over 10 years ago. In and out of my life. He was always too busy, and never "available" for a relationship. I married someone else, because I never knew he was interested in me. When my marriage fell apart, he and I had very passionate relationship, but he would never commit. Time passed, and he withdrew himself for the second time in my life. Then years passed, he calls me out of the blue, his dad was dying. A week later his father passed away, I went to the funeral, but stayed in the back. A week later, I called him. We got together, and the passion was still there. We talked so much that night, and he told me that there's a connection between us that he can't explain. He told me how he could never forget about me. A year later I married a wonderful, god-loving man. My husband would walk to the end of the earth for me if he had to, he's been there for me mentally like no one else ever has. I have an awesome husband, who would never do me wrong. So why does this other man hold part of my heart. he's never given me a reason to. I tried to think of when I first had these feelings for him, I think it was from when I first laid my eyes on him. I lost another friend yesterday, he died unexpectly. It made me think, what if I knew I only had so much time left? What would make my life complete? One of the things that I thought of brought tears to my eyes, just to tell this guy that I will always have him in my heart. Please don't get me wrong, I love my husband, and would never do anything to hurt him. It's just hurts me to have feelings for someone else too. Is there ANYONE out there who going through the same thing....how do you get your heart to say goodbye to someone who you know is not a healthy choice for you?
