rayah

i'm nervous to block him, b/c you get a notification...i have blocked him twice before but then we ended up being friends again...and as for the girl...well he met her like a month or two after we broke up...and he didnt know her before...we got to university, and she is a freshman and we are juniors [ yea he's gonna b turnin 22 in sept and she'll b turning 19 in april...iono why he wants to be with someone so young anyways ]. but i hope that this NC will be empowering for me. another question: making each other disappear from each others lives doesnt really sound like something that will bring us together again...

February 19, 2009 12:00 a.m. This hasn’t started yet it will start in a couple minutes…I am doing no contact because I have a problem of letting him go but he has a new girl [who he met right after we broke up] and he wants to be friends but there is definitely something there but he says it’s not an option to work on us [we were together basically 2.5-3 yrs and we've been broken up almost 7 months]. I definitely will need support on this…I have a question? When I have the urge just to tell him to have a good day, what should I do instead? And I have another question…will it be rude of me to ignore his facebook message/comments, text messages, and phone calls. That’s why it’s hard for me to have NC now…because I don’t want to be rude because he has been there for me, but I mean I’ve been there for me. I guess I just gotta keep in mind, whenever he’s with her he ignores my texts. So it’s totally fine to ignore him altogether, right?! I think that looking on his facebook/myspace page will be the hardest, but it will be easier for NC if I do that. Ughhh please pray for me, pray that I get through this and pray that this will bring us together again….