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  1. Mhaira
    Still in the midst of a strong emotional relapse, missing him more than ever. I have a date tomorrow, too, and want to be in the best frame of mind to properly enjoy it instead of focusing on someone who does not want me.
  2. Mhaira
    The past few days have been hard. I feel as though I am back at day 1, but don't know why. Nothing has happened to set this off, so I suppose it's just some kind of cyclical thing.
  3. Mhaira
    The past couple of days have been really bad. However, I haven't felt the need to come to this site as often as I used to, or even count how many days of NC it has been. That seems like some sort of progress, even if I am going backwards in other ways.
  4. Mhaira
    Yes, today being particularly bad for that. It comes in waves. For whatever reason I really want to talk to him today. I just keep telling myself that he doesn't care about me, and I shouldn't care about him.
  5. Mhaira
    I have one too, which he bought for me while we were still together. Strangely, opening the first door today reminded me of why I need to stay in NC, instead of making me miss him. So hopefully it will work for me too.
  6. Mhaira
    I've been rather angry the past couple of days, and starting to allow myself to see the bad side of him and what he did wrong in the relationship, rather than idealising everything about him and placing all blame on myself. It's something to feel positive about I still think about him/the situation far too much and have bouts of extreme lows where I really want to call him, but I don't.
  7. Mhaira
    I get the same feeling from this kind of advice, and it's a constant struggle of NC. I know that I need to be doing it for me, and as a way to heal and move on, but still there is that little part of me that hopes maybe it might help towards getting back together.
  8. Mhaira
    Feeling really * * * * ty again today. I was just on Facebook and in my "feed" I saw messages he wrote on some girl's photos telling her how good looking she is and such. I have avoided MySpace during NC for this very reason, but thought I'd be ok still chatting to friends on Facebook as he never bothered with it before. I have a party to go to tonight, so I'll be with friends keeping busy at least.
  9. Mhaira
    Noooo! I know it's hard when you're missing that companionship, but it will only make you feel worse in the end if you do call him. *hug*
  10. Mhaira
    Really missing the ex today. I went out on a date yesterday which went okay, but there was no real chemistry there. Maybe it's too soon for all that yet. *sigh*
  11. Mhaira
    You know, I never actually thought of that. I know all about my own behaviours which led to this break up, and am working on fixing those things about myself. But there were things he could have done too. Like you said, if he was so unhappy, why not say anything? It might not change the current situation, but at least I can use it to help me heal.
  12. Mhaira
    I've started to do that too. I didn't realise just how anxious it was making me, or how often I was checking my phone for texts and missed calls until I switched it off.
  13. Mhaira
    Bad day today. I'm really missing him and kind of wishing he had been horrible or treated me badly, so that it would at least be somewhat easier to think that I am better off without him.
  14. Mhaira
    Good advice, I agree. We all deserve it!
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