You are ABSOLUTELY not wrong..Baby...this woman was NOT making you feel loved, safe and happy...you sensed something was going on...your senses were right...sigh...you have to let her go..hard as it is...you deserve to be happy...you should never NEVER feel afraid your woman is cheating...nor should she you... communication and love build a relationship..you had issues you wanted to work on...she was moving in a different direction...Im sorry you got hurt...but please, don't accept any less than you deserve...I pray for your happiness .....xo