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  1. pumpkinmoon
    I think I'm in a better place too but when I have bad says theyre really bad. It all seems such a blur atm. I don't really do anything either. I have been out drinking a few times but I can't wait to get home when I'm out. I want to be alone all the time atm.
  2. pumpkinmoon
    well done Musashi, I'm only 1 day ahead of you
  3. pumpkinmoon
    Yeah but those first few months don't last forever
  4. pumpkinmoon
    Me too. I feel like when he had finally decided he had got enough of me he just got rid of me for his own selfish reasons, to make his life better when he has left mine in such a mess and I hate him for that. I feel like I have had my time wasted too, I could have met someone I would have been really happy with in the time I wasted with him and i wouldnt be sat here all day every day feeling like crap all the time. Also hate him for that too lol We really don't know how they are feeling or whether they're having a good time without us. It will drive us mental. I do think though that things aren't alwways what they seem. Because we are so hurt, I think we naturally tend to make things out to be worse than they are when in reality their lives are just exactly the same as they were when they were with us.
  5. pumpkinmoon
    I know how you feel, like you're being pushed out of the picture completely and it makes u think that you didn't mean anything anyway. It's crap.
  6. pumpkinmoon
    I feel like this too. And I think its very true
  7. pumpkinmoon
    Day 21. Not feeling too bad today but had a couple of weak moments. Im just so bugged by the fact that Im not sure I want him back, It's probably 50/50 but I'm still thinking of what I can do to get him back!!! AGRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
  8. pumpkinmoon
    CPs? Whats what?
  9. pumpkinmoon
    This nearly made me cry
  10. pumpkinmoon
    I see what you mean. I'm def going for 30 days though, and I'll see what happens then
  11. pumpkinmoon
    Its day 20 for me, almost day 21. Felt ok today. Even had fun in work messing around with the other workers (not in that way Anyway, popped to my friends house tonight and I feel a little worse now. It's supposed to take my mind off things but I can never wait to get home.
  12. pumpkinmoon
    Are you sure 6 days will be long enough? I really don't think so
  13. pumpkinmoon
    I've had a look at those shoes, they're horrid considering carrie wears them Will be three weeks for me saturday
  14. pumpkinmoon
    Evening of day 19, just got home from work. Was hard in work so now I am home and crying again and have been sick. I think a trip to the doctors is in order I think this has been the worst day ever so far!
  15. pumpkinmoon
    It's day 19, thought it was day 20 until I checked my calendar. I think today is one of those bad days and I'm feeling a bit of a wreck. Had an appointment with a careers advisor and nearly and had to chocke back the tears, was awful. Glad to be back at home now. Everything is just reminding me of him and I can't hack it. Was thinking about emailing him and explaining everything although it prob wouldn't do any good. Mustang, Your post has helped me too
  16. pumpkinmoon
    Hi Rosie, Of course you are welcome here My situations sounds a bit like yours in that I spent most weekends at his house and because he had a lot to do, like the gym and hockey all the time I felt like I was missing out. At first we would do lots on weekends but then it got to the stage where we would do very little. He was always tired and when It was a nice day and I thought we could do something nice he wouldn't be there and I felt I was just sat around wasting my time waiting for him and missing out on doing things myself.
  17. pumpkinmoon
    Sorry you are feeling bad. My good mood is fading slightly too. If she does move in with him there is absolutely nothing you can do. Call me crazy but it may even be a good thing and with it being a new relationship it will certainly put a strain on things and the cracks will appear much sooner. If she does force things with him because she doesn't want to be alone it is doomed to fail because the relationship isn't based on anything good x
  18. pumpkinmoon
    Also I want to add, I had a crap day yesterday, and today it is much better, so if any of you are having a particularly hard day, tomorrow will be much better
  19. pumpkinmoon
    Day 18. Feeling ok this afternoon. Hope it lasts. Mankow, I feel like that about the future but you will be happy some day and there is stuff to look forward to that you don't even know exists yet
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    I can imagine, really I can. I nursed my grandmother for 9 months through cancer while my mother went to work and I missed a lot of school through it because a lot of our family members couldn't handle it, I was 14 at the time and I was really to young to have had to do or see what I did, but I'm glad that I was there for her. I know I have said this before but try to spend this time in a positive way with your mother and put your ex on hold, your mother is so much more important than her right now, and if you do decide one day that you are over your ex and realise that you wouldn't want her back like many people on here to, you may regret wasting your time on her at this time in your life. My thoughts will be with you. x
  21. pumpkinmoon
    Its the early hours of day 18 and I'm feeling pretty ok, been reading lots of posts all night and they have helped a lot.
  22. pumpkinmoon
    Hope you are feeling ok with everything that is going on x
  23. pumpkinmoon
    Is there any particular reason for you starting tomorrow? Has anything happened? Or you just made the decision?
  24. pumpkinmoon
    I hope so. I kinda hope that it's like that for me though but I really don't want anyone else and not sure I ever will even if he is better ](*,)
  25. pumpkinmoon
    You seem so stong, you should be proud of yourself. he seems like a willyhead anyway!
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