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  1. I was 13 years old and I recall it was under some Swedish game kids play. It’s named “truth or dear” in America. We went into a closet and she kissed me. It was not good but it was little sweet. I my first kiss, that I see as my first kiss was then I got by a girl in my class when I was 14 or something. We were together for a year after that. She kissed when we was on a field trip in my tent. It was very sweet. After that I have kissed many girls, two of them girlfriends. The last one that I love was the last person I kissed. :sad:
  2. I have a great tip when your ex is not responding. Write to her: "Thank you for the help, I’m wondering if I can meet you so I can thank you in person.” She will wonder what you mean and see you. It’s about giving something positive and then asks her if she wants to meet. It works with everybody. I need one of my little less formal shoes because I’m going to the Opera House tonight so I will just call my ex on my way to my University and ask her if I can get my shoes. She lives on subway station from the University. I will do this in a couple of hours so it will be rather early. I have no time to pick those shoes later because I most spend like all day writing in the University library and then I need a haircut and then I’m going out for a dinner and just after that to the Opera. I haven’t seen my ex for almost 4 months. Last time we talked was 27 Marsh and she dumped me 17 Marsh so. It will be little exiting but I will just get my stuff, be there like 2 minutes or something.
  3. Today I broke my NC by mistake. My ex has the same name as my sister and I didn’t checked when I called her from my cell. I ended up calling my ex. The conversation was like in 20 seconds or something like that. Me: Hey Maya its Maya (with a happy but serious tone, but also little surprised) Me: Hey, what’s up…No, Oh my God, sorry I miss called. Goodby Click, I hung up the phone ](*,) Now, I must go NC for 1 month more I relized..she has still that voice that I hate...
  4. I also want my stuff back. But I have already contact her for more then 1 month ago and told her that I want my stuff back and she rejected me. So "F.U.C.K" her very much
  5. I’m on day 31 or 33 or something like that. I feel okay, but I haven’t seen by ex for a long time. On the 12th of May I will not have seen my ex for four months because of her backpacking trip and her "not willing" to see me and have a clean break up. I think it’s rather strange, because we have spoken to one another like four times, three times related to the break up sinse 12th February. I do miss her and thinking about her everyday but still I’m mad because her unwillingness to have clean break up. I think I will contact her next week or something like that but I do not know, yet if I have the guts because she will be really f-ing cruel and short. According to Facebook, it seems more that she miss her friend that still are in Asia then me. That is f-ing terrible. Isn’t it. But I think that she will contact me like in a period of one month or something, when her friend is back in town! But I do feel okay, I do feel that I have changed and I do think I can move on with my life when she give me my freaking cloths and stuff back!
  6. Well! I’m almost there! Why not go through what I have done under these weeks. Well, drinking, drinking, studying, drinking and drinking some more. It works okay. I have always excuses to go out to bar or a nightclub on little Saturday (Wednesday) and I’m on a nightclub every Friday and Saturday. I feel like a teen again. Now I’m sitting here at the University and try to write on my final paper. But I’m a dumb as so I checked my facebook and see that my ex also is rather busy. She is also out partying or drinking a lot with her male gay friends. So now I’m little sad. It feels like she doesn’t miss me. I’m still thinking about if I will stay NC a couple of weeks more. I’m in no hurry to meet her and with little luck I will score tonight My friend said today that he was thinking about dumping his girlfriend of three years because he wants to be free during the summer.
  7. My ex after five years dumped me the 17 Marsh after a trip in Asia that lasted for five weeks. I haven’t seen her in person since 12 February when she left backpacking for Asia. We have talked on the phone four times under that period. Three times was related to the break up. One when she broke with me, one 11 days after when I called her about my stuff and then two days after just to see if it was okay to meet that weekend to get my things. She later cancelled it; saying that she had not the energy to meet me and that she was I’m sorry. The reason why she didn’t wanted to see me was that I logged in to her Hotmail and saw that she had been unfaithful in Asia. Something she didn’t tell me after the break up even when I asked her about it and was okay with it just so we could be friends, have good and clean ending of all this. I think she also feel a lot of guilt about this, now when she knows that I know. My goal is still to have her back. I was unfaithful to her in our relationship, but that for five years ago and she took me back.
  8. Bad choice. Never, ever call your ex when your are drunk. Now you most do it all over again. Keep in there!
  9. 8 days with no contact! I haven been out partying with friends five of those days. The first 14 days after the break up was easy. I did the non-contact for 13 days. I was in the mountains for snowboarding, thinking about our relationship and talked on the phone with friends every day. I was maybe in chock. Yesterday I was out on club and all that night I hoped for her calling me saying that she missed me and wanted to “sleep” with me. But she didn’t call. I most get our from this "Hope-mode". The only thing positive is that I have started to "contact" old friends and new friends and I have started to be more of a out-going guy when coming to talking to people. Before I just stood in a corner with my friends drinking beer, now I have started to take contact with women. It is training before I move to another University after the summer where I will party on in 2 year along taking my master. Need to get better with people and foremost women.
  10. My ex told me from Asia that she wanted to think about us because she didn’t have those love feeling for me. It was 8th Marsh and we just communicated through E-mails. I didn’t respond to the last E-mail. She returned to Sweden 17th Marsh and dumped me the same day on the phone. I called her 26th Marsh asking for my stuff and asked if she wanted to hang out. She said she wanted to talk instead. I told her that I know her password to her Hotmail account and I know that she was unfaithful in Asia. We started to fight and she told me that she didn’t have those love feelings for me but didn’t know about the future. I called her the 28th Marsh. She was angry about the account and with me spying on her. She told me that she didn’t know if she wanted to meet me. The 29th Marsh I got a SMS saying that she didn’t had the energy to meet me but we should see each other later and that she was sorry about this. It has been 7 days with no contact and I haven’t seen her for about 2 months. We have just talked four times in this time space. One time when she called from Asia when we were a couple, and then when she dumped me, then after two weeks and then 2 days after the last time we spoke.
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