imsoalive

well mine is a little complex..I'm separated and its almost been a yr, and up until July 4th weekend, I was doing ok. Then the whoooole week she asked me to come to the beach w/ her family..which is what wwe've done since we've been together(7 yrs). The whoooole way there to the beach, in the back of mine there was this little voice saying, " DON'T GO!". I did anyway because I was like, "well Im only gonna stay for a few hrs, and come back..no biggie.." Yeah..it turned into the whole weekend.. And honestly, I think she just wanted me down there because her sisters, had their bf's and she didn't want to be left out. Our son was down there also, but I just kept him the whole week. Clearly I wasn't ready to be in that environment, and its obvious that she hasnt told her family ALL that she's done..not that its their business, but I know her and her gossiping *** sisters talk(I could tell by the way they received me). SO..ever since we've gotten back, she's been acting funny. I read somewhere that when you dont care about your ex or whoever, or dont give attn to them, they come around and call/txt more..well she was doing this up until after that weekend..I think she was feeling me out to see how/where I was emotionally or something.. Now Im back to being depressed and feeling the way I was before the weekend..I dont like tat and wanna get back to where I was....SO.. NC day 1

Curvy or "thick" women are the {EDIT} ..Im from TX, so thats what we like, and thats what you'll usually find here.. I guess it depends on what size though. I usually stick w/ a woman thats about a size 10/12 to 14/16. After that, thats gettin to the "obese/chubby" side and alot of women that size either have health issues, or dont carry them selves well enough for me to consider. I ahte the whole skinny look, but I dont want the biiiiig ones that have to make excuses for their weight, when there are ways to take care of it. It really depends on how a woman carries themselves, because granted she cant wear a bathing suit like say a size 0-9, but when she wears jeans, capris, or a form fitting dress(w/ a slit)..well..she usually has me blushing places I dont wanna blush, lmao