jennyjen4291

i think i already pushed my ex away. he got all super mad at e and doesnt want me to talk to him for a week. well it went from a month to 2 weeks to one week. i feel so stupid of trying evrything so that i wouldnt lose him, but in the end...i think i did. remember tat love is like an egg...the softer you hold it and the more careful and caring you are with it the less it will break. but when you start to hold on to it and squeeze it, it breaks. dont let your egg break and certainly dont let your love slip away but Be Careful in doing so.

well we didnt eaxctly break up its just a really really long break thats going to allows us to experience other people so that we can see if our love is still there so basically it can be considered a break up but were still madly in love with eachother we just cant have a relationship RIGHT NOW because of differences. so we mad a a plan to get backtogether later on when wer emore mature and stuff...

well, my ex and i broke up for 2 weeks on monday. it is very very hard but i manage to get get through because of a "plan" we made...see my last post for more info. the thing is, we have been very very close...the reason i say close is because we...____the first time for both of us...it hasn't been a week since it happened. we did it because we wanted to be eachother's first and we believe that just because we are broken up, that it doesnt mean the love isnt there...because it definitely is. i don't regret any of my decisions just yet...and ive noticed how much closer we are...we talk everyday..we say our daily "i love you's" and we call eachother babe and what not...my question is..is it bad that it happened or is it good because it brought us closer?? can our plan still work eventhough we are close. will it be harder to move on?? btw, i am happy with my decision i just need some advice on if its wrong that we keep acting liek a couple or not... =?

arrgh! i called but hes not home...at least i got the curiosity out of the way...

well my AIm and Yahoo screenname is: jennyjen4291

thank you! it really does make me feel better! i would like to have more advice form you but how can i contact you toher than this? =] thanks again

well, for the past 3 months, my ex and I had been haaing stupid fights all the time. recently, we had 3 fights in 3 days! ( this past weekend) and it was all ahout dumb little things. it got tot he point where monday night he told me he wanted to take a break. of course i cried and asked for another chance but he said that he couldnt because he had given me so many already. he also told me that the reason why we were basically breaking up was becasue he didnt want the relationship get so bad, that one day we would not stand eahother. i agreed, and thus, we broke up. i took it a lot better than what both of us expected, and so we came up with a "plan". because we are still in high school, we decided that we were going to date other people and experience other things. i told him that we should get back together for sure sometime near our senior graduation. we would for sure get together to see if what we had was really love ( we were in a 2 year relationship) and to see if after datign other people we could learn how to become a better gf/bf. of course, we are taking a huge risk on us meeting someone we truly truly love but i figure that if that were to happen, we'd be strong enough to accept it. I am having a very difficult time letting go of him because i loved him and cared soooo mcuyh abotu him. i know he felt the same way and he says thats why he broke up, so we could actually have a future. what do you think abotu our plan? do you think it would work? and how to I get over the break up? it is affecting me in every way =/ my heart really does ache...like physically...and im going crazy thinking if is hould call him or not!! ugh this sucks.