Rain

I agree with rvr, be sure that you know that she likes you before confronting her. Chat with her more often and get to know her traits. Be certain of her personality and how it affects you emotionally. If you agree with both sides of this positive influence, go for it. But be sure not to spoil the relationship you have now by being unsure.

Peter, the first thing you have to do is do eat something. Without food you'd decrease in efficiency. I know the feeling you're have, the feeling like it "doesn't matter". What you have to do is to realize the potential you have in life. You have to "let go." I know it's hard to do, but it's fate. The little spark of despiration for an alternative is there and is driving you insane. But you can change your own fate. Get up, eat, workout, talk to people, improve yourself everyday BECAUSE THATS WHAT LIFE IS ABOUT If you seize to improve yourself, them you seize to exsist. You have potential, at least you had a girlfriend you liked you in life, look at it that way. Compare youselves to the millions of others who haven't had such luxury, and you'll realize you're better than they are. But don't compare yourself to those who have problems in life, because ironically, you'll gain one as well. As a resolution, my recommendation is to write your feelings on a blank notepad when going online on the computer. Catalogue them everyday. In one month, open them up and read them all. Compare yourself to the person you were, to the person you are in one month. Ask yourself if that's who you want to be, and if you want to improve yourself from that point in time. Welcome to life.