Ixtapa
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Day 1 Just found out he is together with someone else. It was bound to happen but it still hurts....
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Back to Day 1 of NC.....why do I keep giving this guy a chance when he doesn't deserve it ???
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Broke NC to send him a text, stupid me. Oh well. Tomorrow will be day 1
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Same story all over again with a different guy. This is day 1
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After over 60 days of NC I sent him a message on FB saying I would be in his city in 2 weeks. No answer I've been trying so hard to let him go but its really tough. I love him still. The hardest part is thinking that he may never have cared about me at all. Oh well. I will survive but for now its really hard. Back to NC ....for good this time
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After over 60 days of NC I sent a message to my ex last night. I will be in the city where he lives now in about 2 weeks (1000 km away). Guess I dont want to lose my chance for a reconciliation (or even friendship) but to be perfectly honest, I highly doubt he will contact me. Oh well, at least I will have tried.....I wont contact him anymore after that. Moving on....
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Day 60 ! Done with the challenge !! Don't feel like contacting him at this point....but might in the near future. Not sure. Whatever happens, happens....
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So frustrated with my job.....no time to think about him....
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Thanks lionquack.....still thinking of contacting him again though...so can't say that I have moved on yet
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wow....can't believe its been that long since my last attempt to contact him !
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57 I think Im gonna contact him in a couple weeks.......just dont want to pass an opportunity to see him when Im in his city.
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You didn't break NC. You didnt speak to her and she has no way to know it was you (she might be wondering....but she probably has been wondering all along if you still think about her and miss her, etc). Must be extremely hard for you though....I know I would be dying to speak to my ex if I knew he was leaving my country !!!
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4 more days and I'll be done with the challenge. I still want to contact him about my visit to his city in 4 weeks but Im not sure its a good idea. Afraid I might start feeling bad again wether I see him or not (not seeing him will be disappointing while seeing him might bring back old feelings to the surface and could be difficult to deal with). Then again, if I go there and do not attempt any contact at all, I might regret it too. He cut contact in a very abrupt way and I didnt get any closure...guess I'm still hoping to achieve that. Its been 4 months since we last had contact so Im thinking he might be more disposed to talk about things without animosity. We shall see...
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Day 55 Still counting.....
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Been thinking of him an awful lot....dying to send him a message....
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Day 50 !!! 10 more days and I will be done with the challenge. Still thinking of him a lot but it doesnt hurt anymore....great progress
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Day 48 Thinking about him way too much again......maybe because I know I will be in his city in 5 weeks (1.5 hours away by plane). I dont think I will be strong enough NOT to contact him. Won't do it before I reach 60 days of NC in any case....
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Day 47 Nothing new here...still counting...
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Day 46 Crappy day at work.......not thinking about him too much though
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Day 45 Still thinking about him a lot. Talked to a friend of mine who lives in the same city as him at the moment (though we all met in his home town 2000 miles away, on another continent). She hates him so its not like she would help me get back together with him.....but talking to her makes me think of him for obvious reasons. Oh well. I've come to the conclusion that if it is meant to be, he will get in touch with me again.....if not, then not. Might change my mind and contact him again in a few months but for now I'm going to keep doing NC !
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Getting there slowly but surely....still thinking of him though....and today I saw a guy at the station who really looked like him. I could not help but stare....
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Such a busy day today....not even one minute to think of him
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day 41 miss him.....
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Day 40......
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Im thinking about him less and less......