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thanks, but yeah i have told her i dont like drinkin and i told her y and everything, and i just want to b a part of her just as much as she is to me, and i want to spend the rest of my life with her, but how can i if she wont let me b a part of it??

i used to think about suicide every god forsaken day of my life. i used to hate everything but i kept a smile on my face so noe one would realize. i didnt want anyone to know. But the worst thing u can do is to end it all, u never know wut might happen in the future, u could be more than u ever expected, just wait it out, u never noe wut u might become. My life has just grown so much better, right before i was planning suicide, i got my first job, just because i wanted my first job before i died, well anyway, i met my girlfriend there and i love her more than anything, she is the greatest and all u need to do is give it time and lay it in God's hands...

i think i might be too jealous, or maybe it is suspicious, i love my gf and i trust her but sumtimes i feel like she doesnt want me to know anything about her because i dont like it when she drinks and i am scared to lose her cuz i love her so much, am i just overreacting?

hi yeah i agree with whoever said that every friday night is a lot to not want you to go with her. I think you should just sit her down and talk to her. Tell her exactly how you feel and then see what she says, if she takes it really offensively she probably isnt mature enough for a relationship anyway. and if she understands where your coming from then you know u got a keeper.