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renaissancewoman101

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  1. Sorry to hear that you cannot find services for your son. He is a fine boy though and you have taught him well (even without help) and I think he will do fine in life.

     

    I have achondroplasia (which is another word for dwarfism), My parents never acknowledged that about me when I was young, so never had me diagnosed. I finally got diagnosed as an adult (after I went to see a endocrinologist), and I find that most service/help, etc. is geared for children. Even the endocrinologist that I saw was surprised my parents never went and had me diagnosed.

  2. Wow!!! Sorry to hear about your acquaintance.

     

    i really admire you for what you have done for your son and how strongly you advocate for him. It is because of you that he, unlike many others, has completed HS and is thriving well. I know you will face these problems head on with the resoluteness that is in your nature and get him the help he needs and ruthlessly advocate for him.

     

    I wish I had a mom like you. She refused to see that I have a form of achondroplasia (which accounts for my smallness and irregularity in size) and never got me tested for it. Instead she used to berate me for being so small and odd looking and causing her embarrassment. It wasn't till I was an adult and I was seeing a neurologist for some spinal issues, that he mentioned the the achondroplasia could be a cause of it. After that, I started doing research on it.

  3. Change

     

    The art of change,

     

    A reinvention,

     

    A reawakening,

     

    of what we once were,

     

    to what we are now and beyond,

     

    Bigger, better, beyond all.

     

    the chrysalis budding.

     

    Shaking out it's wings.

     

    To fly, fly like the eagle.

     

    The wings take shape.

     

    The old is the past,

     

    the past is dull, worn out, boring.

     

    Newness is good. One must change

     

    One must change.

     

    If one is to ever be accepted.

     

    Loved, cared for,

     

    change is a cry.

     

    a cry for acceptance. a yearning that is never slaked.

     

    I must follow that road of change.

     

    Else the eons of time will erase.

     

    My existence.

     

    My life.

     

    My very footprint.

  4. Tears fall

     

    Eyes raised to the heavens.

     

    a thin, strangled voice utters

     

    "why"

     

    a heartwrenching sob, a muttering of prayers,

     

    darkness falls.

     

    the darkness of night

     

    the eternal dark of the night.

     

    fears abound,

     

    tears at the soul,

     

    weakness springs eternal.

     

    the eternity of night,

     

    night that never ends,

     

    eternal darkness

     

    why?

     

    A ray of light shines down slowly,

     

    soft, warm light that does not blight.

     

    Falls on thy face,

     

    covered with thy tears,

     

    a voice utters forth,

     

    I be with you always,

     

    trust in me, for I shall be your light.

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  5. Very touching poem.

     

    You're a good poet and a nice person who doesnt deserve all this crap.

     

    Life will get better. You will see. There is light at the end of the tunnel.

  6. The uncertainty of life

    Brings upon itself a quandry.

    A fear,

    A tugging, nameless, gut wrenching fear.

     

    Fear of the unknown,

    where one walks alone into the dark,

    walking silently and fearfully,

    peering at the light,

    a light growing dimmer and dimmer,

    a snuffing of the soul,

    a snuffing of the heart,

     

    My heart yearns,

    my heart craves,

     

    a light, to chase away the blight,

    that haunts my soul,

    that haunts my feelings,

     

    damning me to walk the halls of darkness,

    I yearn for comfort,

    a comfort that will not come,

    a peace that will not come,

     

    a destiny of pain and sorrow,

    only to be quenched when I find my heart.

     

    Ensconced in all that confusion,

    all that convolution of love and hate,

    sorrow and pain,

    mistrust and fear,

     

    the convoluted parts of my soul.

    A soul that begs to see the light of day.

     

    A light that only I can provide,

    for happiness comes from inside,

    and from nowhere else.

  7. It's hard to let go of something. Tell me about it. I have a tough time letting go of things in my life, people in my life. It hurts when people move on and leave you behind.

     

    But, you have to go on with your life. Meet new people, start new projects. Get involved with new things. That is the only way to get over something. Don't dwell or stew on it. It only prolongs the hurt.

     

    I should listen to my own advice.

  8. I am ALWAYS seeking validation from people, friends, etc. I tend to have a very bad self-image and think badly of myself to the point I rather believe in what people say about me, but then if people say TOO many good things about me, I tend NOT to believe it either.

     

    Yeah, I seek validation from outside sources. Not a good thing either.

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