One year ago I met this Colombian girl [Age 28] and me [38]. At first we started going out, then we became best friends, then things started to get more serious, so we started dating. At first everything seem fine but in our dates I started noticing jealousy episodes from her out of nowhere. For example she accussed me of checking out the waitress , and I looked at her trying to figure what was going on. This happened several times over the course of our relationship. She even admitted she has a serious problem and I told her I was gonna help her get through this and help her fight her insecurities. On our last vacation we had arguments related to jealousy as well. She would get mad because I am friendly to other people, specially females when we go to places. But that is my personality ( I am like that with everyone) and I respect her and I would never flirt with females. Anyways, regardless of everything I love her and I proposed on that same vacation, it was bittersweet, but here we are one year later married. We just married 2 months ago, but things are now getting out of control. Ive had panic attacks because I don't know to help the situation anymore. We are on the bridge of divorce, because any little interaction I have with females she doesn't know, and If I am being friendly in any way, she would get very upset and accuse me of things. For example, our last major fight was like this; So my parents are elderly ,so they have home health services, meaning there is always different nurses coming by to my parents house to take care of them. Since my parents dont speak english, I am always in contact with these nurses so I can help translate and manage appointments for my parents. Well, the last nurse that called, my wife recognized from last time she called, and she started getting paranoid that I am being disrespectful and unfaithful because I am friendly to this nurse that I've only talked to a few times, So we had a very serious verbal fight where we yelled at each other. Am I doing something wrong? How do I help her? Has anyone had this happened before? Please help, I love her and I dont want to divorce but I am human and I am emotionally exhausted. As a guy, I know I am not perfect, but If I am doing something wrong please let me know.
[Also important note: her whole family is in Colombia, and I am the only family she has here]