When you find out your husband has been making phone calls to an ex-girlfriend ,is having his bill sent to work, no interest in sex, has blocked your ability to even access his phone unless you know his pin # then tells you it was only a harmless phone call and he was drunk when he did it he is sorry and it meant nothing....would you feel this is cheating? I told him I didn't believe him and I wanted all the past bills and his phone unblocked. He said no because he has to use it at work and figured I'd go through it and call all the #'s on it and make him look like a fool. I said if you have nothing to hide and want my trust you'll do what I've requested. He has refused. I called the ex and left a message telling her I know about them and wanted to talk to her and she's never responded. What I feel is crazy is my husband claims since that one innocent call he made he's never talked to her again and he's not heard from her in response to my call to her. All in All he's twisted so much around in my head I'm feeling like I'm crazy and an insecure woman. anyway I need help.