Never did this before but here we go... I am a 30 yr.. old Female.. who has never had a relationship.. (all my fault) I am outgoing, attractive(not being conceited) and 99% of the time in the spotlight.. because of my Career Choices (not gonna explain now) I had many opportunities to date guys but I freeze like a freaking Zombie.. have no emotion.. and sooo scared... to the point that my personality doesn't fit the girl they met at work or in situations when i'm drinking (FYI.. Bartender).. I end up pissing guys off or just losing them and then I hate myself ( if you get that?).. i'm not gonna go on... just want to see if there are any responses or if anyone even understands what i'm saying... Thanks for the time and Website