cloud-walker

he was was the uk and the reason i came on is cos he asked me to look if you dont believe me then thats up to u, i will miss him so much he was a great father and partner he never asked for much in life but im on here trying to get some of his old friends together, why do you have to call me a lier any way this is my last post i have far to much work to do goodbye and thankyou for everything shell

Everyone I am very sorry to announce this but cloud-walker has taken a large overdose and im sorry to say he never made it dispite all the help he never made it, I have read some of the things that have been posted but nothing would of been able to help him........................... the last thing he said was he`s won and that was it, he died Mon Nov 22, 2004 5:51 pm at his home thanx for all your support he will be sadly missed by his kids and by me his partner shell

Ok after taking 30 anti-d`s im still here why all i ask for is to die, and i cant even get this right, oh well time for plan B, and why is it every time i air my veiws someone out there thinks they know best for me, if thats the case then why are you on here giving othere people advice when it`s you who needs the advice if you was not ill yourself then you should be out enjoying yourself, un like me who can only go out during the night cos im to scared to go out during the day what sort of existence is that NONE thats why all i want to do is die, the only way forward for me is to do something that is quick and painless, right now i`m off to think and look for something that will do the job right, oh b4 i go how about eating lead pellets from a air gun mmmmmmmmm i will try gud`bai !

Skyfire, since i put up my post i have all ready taken the pills and where do you get off telling me to go out unless you are trying to take the pi@@ then ok, the reason i cant do anything is that im totaly paranoid and cant even go near my door so dont tell me what to do thanks

Ok all of you reading this are now saying something to your selves, so I dont care what anyone thinks i have put up with this life for to long now i have waited for something to go right but no, so whats the point carrying on with a worthless life like mine, come people we are only on this world for one thing and that is to help it servive, sorry but it`s a load of crap look at the world and the state we have put it in to, well thats how i feel just like this world it`s screwed up just like my head, any way back to me, well i`m sittling here typing away like a fool we are all fools if we are going to kill our selves then lets done it done just bloody say it don it as im going to as soon as i finish this crap. The depressive symptoms include: irritability, depressed mood, persistent sadness, frequent crying thoughts of death or suicide loss of enjoyment in favorite activities frequent complaints of physical illnesses such as headaches or stomach aches low energy level, fatigue, poor concentration, complaints of boredom major change in eating or sleeping patterns, such as oversleeping or overeating Some of these signs are similar to those that occur in teenagers with other problems such as drug abuse, delinquency, attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder, or even schizophrenia. The diagnosis can only be made with careful observation over an extended period of time. A thorough evaluation by a child and adolescent psychiatrist can be helpful in identifying the problems and starting specific treatment. Teenagers with Bipolar Disorder can be effectively treated. Treatment for Bipolar Disorder usually includes education of the patient and the family about the illness, mood stabilizing medications such as lithium and valproic acid, and psychotherapy. Mood stabilizing medications often reduce the number and severity of manic episodes, and also help to prevent depression. Psychotherapy helps the teenager understand himself or herself, adapt to stresses, rebuild self-esteem and improve relationships. if any of that sound right then sod it go on do it it`s not your fault that your like this it`s your parents fault, your schools fault, and also societys fault but even after taking in consideration what will people think of what you have done do you think that after time they will be that bothered, ok at the beginging yes but after time they learn to cope but will you care no cos you will be dead the best place for you these days, and as for people having kids whats that all about, look you can see what we have done to the world so why oh why would you want to bring a kid up it, come on people smell the roses if you can smell anything amoungest the pollution, thats why since i have been typing this i have taken a gulp of vodka and a good handful of anti-deppressants so it`s gud`bai to all you suckers out there whom think you can survive in this world