Hey there~
Like I said he's 38, and I'm 21. Right now we aren't in a serious commited relationship. We've talked about it, and we both just want to take it day by day and see what happens, which is really all you can do. We've been seeing each other for a couple of months, and just a week ago, I met his son, who is 3. Everything went great, we carved pumkins, and he seemed to warm up rather well to me, which is great, I love kids, not sure if I want any, but......ya know. Anyways, I guess what I'm getting at is that sometimes it just seems too good to be true. He is a great guy, caring, honest, romantic, everything you would want. But, I have a problem w/ getting close to someone, due to a past relationship. When I start liking someone a lot, I try not to, and just be kinda distance, but it's hard for me w/ him, we get along so well, I've met his brothers and sisters, and they have met some of my family, which actually some of them all went to school together! Sometimes I just feel like he may think I'm just young and immature, but I'm not, I have grown up w/ a lot of older friends all my life, so I am really mature for my age. We have talked about that, and he says he doesn't think that at all, but I know it's just me, and when I start thinking stupid thoughts, I tend to just tell myself to get out from it now, and I wont get hurt, but I know I can't do that anymore, otherwise I will never know! So, anyways if this makes sense to anyone, feel free to drop a line! Thanx!
