vickyx

my boyfriend of two years has joined the r.f.a on monday and before he left we broke the relationship off because we were both scared of getting hurt. he also didnt think it would be fair on me as he wouldnt be able to be there for me all the time ie .. calling me and sending letters and that he wanted to consontrate on hes work. but the thing is we made a commitment to each other that we would wait for one and other and that we would be together again.he has also said that this would be a good thing to find out if were ment to be together because this is our first love for both of us ....i miss him so much and so scared of loosing him to someone eles. xxxxx

my boyfriend joined the r.f.a last week and now lives over 2 hundred miles away from me. i have cried for the last two weeks i dont know how to cope with it we were together for two years and he will be at sea for six months at a time so i will only get two see him for about a week in the next year, but hes not the one for txting, phoneing and sending letters so i have hardly heard from him. but he dose sound so happy with what he is doing so i dont want to ruin things bye telling him how i feel cause i may lose him forever ... xxx