I dont know.. Like she told me she doesnt love me anymore.. It was upsetting to hear that.. We were together for 4 years.. I know 11 months had passed but still to hear her saying that was upsetting.
But she was in my car, looking through my cd collection.. she had her knees up against the dashboard.. she was relaxed...we talked about old times, work and things like that...
I asked her could I see her new bellybutton ring and she showed me... I put my hand on her leg, she didnt remove it.. I took some fluff from her face, she didnt remove my hand...We even had a bit of a laugh, I suggested toher could I kiss her to prove that we still have the chemistry .. She said not to kiss her...
I would love her to give me a 2nd chance.. Granted we would have to sit down and have a LONG talk..
But at the end of the day she said she doesnt love me that she has moved on and I should too... Maybe shes right.. But deep down I think she is just trying to hurt me like I hurt her too...
She hasnt been intimate since me.. and we did split up 11 months ago so thats positive... Shes very stubborn though.. She said I had my chance and I blew it, I told her that shes been harsh but she didnt agree so I dont know, I hope she changes her mind but I cant make her change her mind..