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Well about a week ago I sent a girl I like, and I have known her for a long time for like 3 years, a letter becasue I got tired of calling her and not being home because of her work. Before I go on, let me fill you in.... **We've been really close friends since the 10th grade, even though we were friends in the 8th grade. We'd always do things together and she really made me feel like she cared about me and I really cared about her. We went on trips together and I go to her house and she go to mine and we were just close. We never dated because I was scared, however I did like her. She seemed like she liked me too because she'd always poke me in the shoulder really hard and she'd push me playfully and she'd say my name and say 'nothing' and she called me alot and told me stuff about her sort term BF to get me jealous and she took all my sayings and plus, I could see something in her eyes just for me. We laugh alot too and I make her happyer more than her other friends did. We graduated but she got mad at me because I was trying to get with another girl. After that, I havent spoken ot her since and its been a year and I'm in college.** Anyway, I wrote her a letter because I want to get everything started again, but I havent gotten anything back or even a respons even after telling her to do so. She should have gotten the letter by now, which told her that I miss her company, I enjoy her company, and lets do somrthing together sometime. I've decided from the start of the letter thing that if seh didnt respond in a certain time, I wouldn't worry about it anymore and leave her alone forever, but I don't want to. Rgith now, I'm kindda on No contact with her becaseu of the letter, which doesnt seem to be working. If she did like me, is it possible she doesnt now because of not talking to her for so long or is she playing coy or what? Please give me an answer.

Why does everyone think I getting this all wrong, didn't you read my parennthasis? I posted here before stuff and I said that I knew her for 2 years and we were CLOSE FRIENDS AND SHE ALWAYS TOUCHED ME AND ACTED LIKE SHE WANTED TO GO OUT WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MADE HER JEALOUS BY HITTING ON ANOTHER GIRL!!! I"M NOT OVER EMPHASIZING HER REACTIONS!!!! MY FRIEND SHE GOT REAALLLLYY EXCITTED!!!! I hope that helps...

One day my friend comes by and we talk and stuff. Then he mentions he saw the girl I like at the store wear he works and she always goes there but he never kew I liked her. I told him I did so I told him to give her my number next time he sees her (I live at college still and she lives in my old home town, I've known her for two years and we were really close friends but she got drunk after graduation and mad at me because I liked her but never told her and I was hitting on this girl and she got jealous, I was scared to talk to her after so I went to college. Just bringing you up to date for those of you who would ask and bring it up). Well, he sees her and he says that I said hi. She gets all happy and ask him stuff about me. He asked her if she has talked to me yet and she says no and he gives her my cell phone number. She said she'd call me sometime. Anyway, I decided to call her but shes not home because shes at work and she works alot and I tell her sister to leave a message. She says ok and hangs up. Well 2 weeks later I didnt get any phone calls from her at all. Whats going on? Does she hate me?

Well I'm new here I guess, I guess that obvious since you never seen me before. Here I go. A long time ago in the days of High School, I met this fantastic girl and we became best friends. I thought of her as one of the greatest people I knew, she treated me with compassion and always listened to me and gave me confidence and other pleasant things. Whenever I see her, time stopped and she'd walk in and make me feel much better than my other friends did, which I thought was normal since we were such close friends. The years went by and we became closer but we never dated, but she started getting more intesnse physically. She'd poke my arm and shoulders playfully with her finger, which hurt a lot, and we'd hug all the time almost squeezing my guts out. She knew top to bottom all my physical trates (other than my private parts) and knew what I'd say and do and started mocking my sayings and acting a little like me. We walked together when we graduated and went to a party. As usual, I was oblivious to her signals and I was trying to get with another girl. She got drunk and said "I hate you! Your so stupid! You don't care about me at all!" and left the party in tears. Everyone was like "whats up with her?" I thought I did something terrible to her but I never talked about it with her because I was scared, I didn't want her to hang up on me or slam the door in my face, my confidence left me. After that, I never seen her again. Now, two years later, I'm in College and I realized I liked her but I live far away from my hometown, which she still live according to friends. Schools is almost over and I'm planning on visiting my folks, but I also want to see her and patch things up. I want to tell her how I feel, but my fears are coming back to haunt me. What if shes mad for leaving for so long? What if she forgot how she felt? What if the stuff I want to say is too deep and will scare her? Basically, I want to know if its too late to patch things up. I know all that junk about taking a chance but I just want to know pin-point if I have a chance.