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  1. BrokenHeart82
    Saw the exs new GF last night..she came to the same store as me. She definitely knew who i was and was miserable...kept snapping at her mom who was with her saying finally loudly "I just want to leave, i dont want anything...i just want to GO!" I felt bad, thinking..is this how miserable and stressed I was when I was with him??
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    Day 24 NC, im feeling better except for the slight nagging feeling that I blew it by giving him an ultimatum, but then I realize I only stood up for myself and refused to let myself be the other woman. I have been dating a really sweet, and cute, guy and we get along great... My ex has been going crazy on myspace (per friends..i have practically had to break my fingers not to check for myself!) He took her picture off his page, but still has his status as involved.
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    Day 21 since I contacted, day 11 since he texted me.... I had to stop myself from looking at his myspace last night..it will only serve to set me back and hurt me....NO MYSPACE. Still want to but cant seem to bring myself to make my myspace friends only viewable...I feel like that would shut the door on us forever.
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    Day 16...kind of cheated last night. I did a search for his name on myspace, btu didnt actually go in (stopped myself). I see that hes now put up a picture of him and this current girl which didnt hurt quite as much as i maybe thought it would. Funny how 2 weeks ago he was so confused, regretted us ending...a weeka go still confused...and now hes off on a romantic vaca with her. I cant say for certain, but I think he is probably using myspace as a way to hurt me.
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    Today is my ex's bday. Its funny, i spent the last two weeks thinking will I contact, how will I contact, etc. Now that the day is here I have no inclination to contact him. I even bought a birthday card a few days ago...and threw it away this morning. I removed all of his numbers from my cell (finally! seriously, what was i waiting on?) Vacation in just a few short weeks (beaches, sun, fun) I met a real sweetheart about a month ago and we've been dating for about two weeks now. He is definitely reminding me of how I should be treated.
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    TEchnically broke NC by looking at his text messages the other day, wished me luck on a test..but im not counting it..so THERE..i didnt reply. So Im at day 14 NC...and moving into the anger phase I probably shouldve gone through months ago at the beginning of this crazy trip. My mother makes it hard, being a romantic..she took the words he told me when we last spoke and has romanticized this situation into him truly loving me, but being with this other girl because of his fear to face his true love for me. I say BS! This other chick gets his time, attention, and a vacation...and IM the one he loves? I find this hard to swallow and I refuse to dilude myself any longer! For the first time since he reentered my life 6 weeks ago (for apparently just a nose poking to see if im still waiting) I am truly moving along. 16 more days of NC? I say bring on 160!
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    Its a couple weeks away, so hopefully by then i wont even want to...i guess im just worried it'll look bad on me for intentionally ignoring him on his day. However, thinking back..when i last talked to him i told him to have a great bday sooooo im covered i guess.
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    Yes SD...thats what...a good 80 percent of me is saying! I know the theory behind it, i understand that... Is there anyway that not doing this could backfire on me? I mean by not saying anything for the bday is there anyway this could turn out bad for me. I do realize in my heart of hearts that there isnt a big chance hes out there saying "I want BH back...if only she'll send me a birthday greeting, ill be hers forever". However, i dont want it to be soooo obvious that i intentionally forgot him...does that make any sense?
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    Day 10 NC...doing well, dont want to contact except the feeling that maybe I should for the Bday. I know its a bad idea...i do..but on the other hand, i will feel so awful for not aknowledging it at all! On the other hand, i know he'll be with his new girl on that day so why wish him anything..thats her job now. Im so conflicted.
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    Just wanted to pop in and thank SuperDave for all his advice...day 7 for me!
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    repetetive stuff
  12. BrokenHeart82
    Thanks, I think im slowly returning to normal...but i admit i did slip with seeing him. Should i just let him make the next move (if there is one)?
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    HOw do I chill out? It felt sooo good to see him.
  14. BrokenHeart82
    See. no he didnt say "i want you back" which is IMO what needs to be said and the actions to back it up too. He went on about how great i am, and how he realizes that he shouldve been more appreciative of me, more patient, more understanding. He talked about how we didnt really argue and how hes now seeing that any relationship is going to have its problems (he broke it off also because he thought it should just "work") I feel like if he was just looking for sex he wouldve done more then shyly kiss me. The date is with a different guy, not the ex btw. Im actually wondering if the GF is still around.
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    No holding of the breath in this corner..I actually have a date for this coming weekend! However, there wasnt anything really nasty that caused the break. We got together 3 months after his divorce and went super fast..pushing for moving in together, marriage, etc...and i think at the end of the day he broke it because hes not ready (either was i) to go so super speed. Do you think i blew my chances by telling him that im so picky and dont need a man? My one friend seems to think this but i feel i was just being honest. He didnt say anything bad about the GF...or good really...
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