Has been so hard. You said you didn't do it on purpose. While your happy now I'm starting my grieving. I have learnt from the mistakes I've made but I know I need time away from you, because your mixed signals build up my hope, and then make me needy and clingy. This is not what you wanted from me, but it is what you made me. I hope I lose some feelings for you because I wanted to get back to my confident self. Regain my own life. I stupidly dedicated myself to you, we smothered each other. I just wish 3 months ago, we'd broken the contact. Things could be better for us now, even as individuals. I miss you terribly. Mid way thru day 1 and your on my mind all day.