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  1. Day 4 Again mornings are the worst. No energy. Yesterday I spent the day with 3 separate friends from 3 o clock till 12! It was such a distraction and the day flew. Keeping busy seems to be a good ploy. I've no temptation to text her at the moment. The only thing that makes me sad is that she may have forgotten about me or lost her feelings towards me I feel. Other than that I'm ok! I'm still reluctant to move on with any other girls at the moment. .
  2. Day 3 Mornings are the worst. I find it hard to get up. I really need to start planning my day the day before hand. I changed my photo on whatapp last night. I woke this morning to a text from her "cute photo, had to contact you to tell you x ". . No way am I falling into a trap of replying!!
  3. Day 2 Almost over. Iv cried 3 times today and went to bed in the afternoon for a hour. Don't wanna face the world! I did go to a match this evening and spoke to a lot of people it was a great distraction. We agreed to a clean break on Wednesday after 3 months of contact since our break up. I feel she has her grieving done. I'm only beginning. I feel lonely at times. That's the worst feeling. Hopefully I'll get stronger. She says she want to be with me but not now, we need space, and not to be dependent on each other. I dunno whether to belive what she's saying so I'm acting like it's over.
  4. Has been so hard. You said you didn't do it on purpose. While your happy now I'm starting my grieving. I have learnt from the mistakes I've made but I know I need time away from you, because your mixed signals build up my hope, and then make me needy and clingy. This is not what you wanted from me, but it is what you made me. I hope I lose some feelings for you because I wanted to get back to my confident self. Regain my own life. I stupidly dedicated myself to you, we smothered each other. I just wish 3 months ago, we'd broken the contact. Things could be better for us now, even as individuals. I miss you terribly. Mid way thru day 1 and your on my mind all day.
  5. It's one day since we last contacted and you finally told me it was a clean break you needed, after giving me mixed signals for 3 months. I love you loads and am crying at the moment. You say your hopeful for us, I hope your telling the truth. The past 3 months without time to heal for me gap
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