I'm sick of the emotional roller coaster I've been going through. I have so much anger towards you. I understand not telling you about my past from the get was wrong, but I don't understand how you were telling me how I'm the only girl you ever actually saw yourself marrying the same day you dumped me. I don't understand how gave up on me so easily especially over things that happened before I even knew of your existence. I have taken all the necessary steps to get over you and some how I still think of you everyday. I'm so angry for even giving you a chance in the first place because I got caught up in you so fast. I was so worried about you and you became my main priority overnight. And I honestly regret it the whole situation because when I decided to give you a chance I was finally healing from a prior situation. It took me forever to get over my relationship before you came around and I promised myself I would never let anyone hurt me that much, but you managed break me so fast. I don't cry myself to sleep anymore, and I'm finally back to my regular daily schedule, but I'm still so hurt. It hurts me that you have made no efforts to reach out to me. Regardless of this pain and I will continue with this process of moving on, I refuse to come looking for you ever. I just want to feel absolutely nothing for you.