I am resisting the urge to message right now to tell you this hurts and I miss you. There are so many reasons for me to not be with you, but love for you is the only reason I seem to listen to. I have a feeling you're not even feeling sad, and it is only me. I know you were talking to other girls, so I don't know why I even still want you. I am a fool, honestly. But I have done all I could do, I have done my part, and you chose to not fight for us. And that's what hurts.