JoJoStar26

I am glad you showed me your true colors and who you really are. everything you proved to me is just a reflection of who you were when we were together. You tried to break me, and as much as it hurts. You know my strength and that i will overcome accepting you turning your back. To betray me, is something i would of never done to you. Want to know why ? At that time, I loved you and i remember when you used to tell me " I LOVE YOU MORE " . Wow......You said, you love me more then i love you. But i wasn't the one that left you high and dry. YOU DID!!!

I posted earlier a poem of mines. I am also a song writer! Love express will take you up fast, let you go then crashed. no re-rising from the ash, we will just burning up after that. I will hate you, you will hate me, i will take you, you will break me. Now i'm scared because i been there. Stuck in this prison, no optismism. And now it's Hello, Hi, Goodbye.....My heart has no room for love. So i'm saying, Hello, Hi, Goodbye. My heart failed no getting up. Hello, Hi , Goodbye any other time i will be yours. But that thing in me is gone. I know you wish somehow i could explain. I'm still numb from the pain, and i don't want to know your name. please get up and walk away.......I don't want to fall in love again. Don't want to start anything that could end. I know you think you can get through to me. But i'm on lock in love penitentiary , i already know how this goes. Right down broken heart road. I hate you hard, you hate me hard, i take you hard, and you break me cold. And now im scared because i been there. stuck in this prision, no optimism. And now it's Hello, Hi, Goodbye....My heart has no room for love.

Remember, i always turn a negative into something positive. Thanks!

This is one of my writings from 2010 i would like to share with you all. Follow my footsteps, and eventually the traces would vanish. because my journey has it's own way around things. My life has shook uncontrollably, the quake in my eyes is unbelievable no hope, no trust, lost belief in everything that i ever was...or could have been. becoming stagnant, because my faith was undefined, never know how to find where i wanted to be, but i had time but felt blind because where do u go when everything feels like complete darkness......Alone, no one understand that echo creates repetitive thinking this is how it is......and this is how it will be. No need to excel, because i didn't love myself enough to keep pushing forward. all i knew at that time was rewind, being left to live in the past that was stagnant to lock away my thoughts , and take my future from the inner core of my heart. I look at my life........my eyes catch the mirror and I caught my outer appearance that i have so much to live for and my only possession of power that i needed to love myself a little more, to avoid the stagnant state of mind.