I have long since moved on from you, your abuse, your dramatics, your ignorance and distrust - so WHY in the heck do you freaking pop into my head every once in a while even after all these years???
You weren't worth it then. You sure as heck aren't worth it now!!! Sometimes I realize that I sincerely hate you, bone deep hate you. You cost me my friends, my extended family, my self worth. I fought to get most of that back. I started from scratch, while you got your ass pampered and patted by everyone, oh poor you.
SCREW THAT. You didn't even have the decency to TELL me when you cheated on me, with, of all people, your daughter's MARRIED mother who was the neighborhood tramp! And because I wanted what was best for the kids, I've never spoken a bad word about you. I've been forced to still listen to you. I supported you when your mom died, when your dad died, when your girlfriend left you... and looking at this, I'm out of my freaking mind.
What did I get in return??? You going through my personal possessions. You impersonating strangers on the internet, hoping to talk me into "cheating". And you threatening suicide, and keeping me on the phone for freaking HOURS when I was trying to care for my dad, who was hospitalized. I didn't have TIME to cheat, you moronic, egotistical, two-faced asshat!!! And why in the hell would you make me want another man in my life when I couldn't even deal with you???
You know something? The kids are grown now. I don't need to have these pieces of you hanging around anymore. You're no better than you've ever been - spoiled, entitled, fragile, inconsiderate. Good bye, and good freaking riddance, you waste of 15 years of my life!!!