I saw him last Sun June 26, 2011. He said he doesn't want to talk to me, spend time with me, and to give him some time.
Mon June 27, 2011 was day 1 of NC. I miss him terribly. I don't even want him to contact me. I mean, I think about him missing me and showing up at my apt or calling my son to get in touch with me but I know this is not what is best for me. What is best is for me to have NC at all because I need to get over him. This is the biggest challenge of my life. I MISS HIS LOVE SO MUCH.