Is this normal?

[berzerk]

ok, so i'm a still coming out gay and I just recently started to view other webcams with other men on the net. But, doing this, I got that weird, kinda sick to the stomach feeling like I shouldn't be doing this but I am. I like it, but I wish I didn't. The feeling seems like it won't ever go away](*,) Anyone know what i'm talking about?

[pianoguy]

Well, if you don't like this stuff then you shouldn't view it. It's a really bad habit to get into, and hard to break.

[berzerk]

Well, if you don't like this stuff then you shouldn't view it. It's a really bad habit to get into, and hard to break.

 

Nah it's not like I hate it, it's just I got this really weird feeling that won't go away after doing it. I got the same feeling when coming out to myself awhile back.

[MsLady]

Well maybe you're not happy with what you're discovering. Maybe you're disappointed. Maybe you just need time to accept this new life and you need to take things slow. Maybe webcams are just too trashy for your liking.

[UT]

What I believe Berzerker means is that, first he starts this webcam thing and it all fun and nice, but then afterwards feels bad about doing it. I remember a similar feeling a few years age when I myself coming out, or on the verger to doing it. I used to go on gay porn sites and look at it and do... what most boys do and after I'd feel weird and disgusted. but this was when I was 15-16 years old. Then I acceptd myself entirely for who I am.

[berzerk]

What I believe Berzerker means is that, first he starts this webcam thing and it all fun and nice, but then afterwards feels bad about doing it. I remember a similar feeling a few years age when I myself coming out, or on the verger to doing it. I used to go on gay porn sites and look at it and do... what most boys do and after I'd feel weird and disgusted. but this was when I was 15-16 years old. Then I acceptd myself entirely for who I am.

 

Yeh exactly, and I tell myself I'm gay and don't care but it's almost like my body disagrees. I don't know but whatever this feeling is I hope it ends soon.

[pianoguy]

It's fine to want to be okay with your sexuality, but be VERY careful with pornography. I don't think it's wrong, but it can be very addicting, just like drugs, or alchohol, or tobacco. And as with drugs, tobacco, and alcohol, it is better simply never to start.

 

I am speaking from experience- I also have friends who have dealt with this problem and it can mess up your life and relationships.

 

I strongly suggest finding other ways to become comfortable with your sexuality, if possible. There are many better choices.