Worthless

[unexpectedvictim57]

I am so weak

I cannot even control myself.

I thought thats what i was doing,

But in reality,

my cutting controls me.

I couldn't control it

If my life depended on it.

I am meant to fail,

I am worthless

And fat

And ugly.

I should die.

I have no purpose.

I am full of shame,

Full of guilt.

I can't live like this much longer.

Not if i can help it.

It will never get better,

And i don't deserve it anyways,

So what is the point

Of trying... of living?

 

 

It doesn't really rhyme or anything and it kinda sucks but i got feeling out of it... what do you guys think??

[Laura Ashley]

well, theres a lot of feeling in that. What made you write it? was it because u felt depressed or did it come from the top of ur head?

 

Ashleigh

[unexpectedvictim57]

ya i feel that way 24/7........ thats my life and why im talking to a therapist! lol........ but she doesn't know these things......

[Lost2626]

the poem is very expressive