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  1. Friends come, friend go as time passes the more we grow And we look back now, and we see all the things we wish, we could go back and relive But time takes it toll as the clock keeps on ticking and the minute hand keeps its roll We think none of it is true, until we look back and realize what we have gone through Whether it is heaven or hell, this is life, and we have to keep living just as anyone else might I used to think that I just wanted to keep moving at such a fast pace, but now I realize I'll miss you all in my heart Our laughs, our cries, the midnight drunk and starry eyes Doing stupid things is the way we made things o such a craze, and they pass so much in a blaze Moving fast isn't the way to go, for in the end you'll wish you moved slow So say hello, goodbye, my good friend, I want to be next to you For my head and for my heart, stay near to the where we start Pictures may fade, as color may become jade, and soon nothing will seem right But remember the times, when colors flew, and we danced the night away Slowly in the midst of memory we will recall all the good times, and in our hearts the memories will stay whole.
  2. This is the third time ive wrote about this topic. My girlfriend still hasnt had her period. She doesnt know that i could have accidentally done ne thing because weve only had sex twice and even then the sex was not more than a couple seconds because we decided not to both times after a couple seconds. my concern is when we fooled around and got sloppy, there was a lil semen but no atual milky fluid on my penis and i touched it and accidentally put it in her vagina. i highly doubt my fingers had a lot if any at all on my fingers. Lets say there are no drops but somehow they still got wet, does that mean its still semen? i dont know, but im concerned because she should start somewhere in the next 5 days i think but because she wont talk about her period i really dont know. Its driving me crazy knowing whether or not she is pregnant. Everyone has said it is very very unlikely because most of the time semen dies within a minute or two in the oxygen, and when i touched it may have been a minute after i had some on my penis. and they have also said that because i didnt even have my penis in her vagina to ejaculate and give the spem their "extra boost" the sperm probably did not make it. If i remember correctly when we did fool around it would have been 9=14 days after her 1st period when everyuone says woman are most fertile. But getting sloppy? most of the time no one ever gets pregnant from that. And to think that i dont even know if i had ne actual drops of semen on my hand all i know is my penis was a little wet from being inside the condom. Im so confused, every time i try to talk to her she starts crying and runs out. So i cover it up and say we have nothing to worry about because both times we had sex we wore a condom and it wasnt for more than a couple minutes. Today she got sick. I was sick yesterday, maybe it was a flu bug, and then i kissed her. So maybe she got that. But i also know that if this is her time to get her period and she missed it, it could be morning sickness right? Ive looked up all the signs and i feel like every little thing im believing is a sign that she is pregnant. she holds her stomach, im afraid its cuz she thinks shes gained weight thus equals pregnancy. Im really scared because she cant even talk to me about it, just about me even being worried. everyone says just take a home pregnancy test, but i cant even think about that because she wont talk to me. I dont know wat to do. Coudl that be morning sickness or am i just paranoid as heck. Ive been trying to wait this out because i dont want to scare her for nothing but im flipping out myself constantly. im so paranoid. and to think we never even really had sex, we just fooled around. im scared * * * *less of sex now, its pathetic. please help. ~lost
  3. Hey its me agian. i know some of you responded to my last post. Those who didnt heres my situation. Me and my girlfriend were fooling around, and then after i had placed the condom on we decided not to, this was a couple minutes later. Well the condom was so tight on me it did push some semen out of my penis. So in turn there was semen on the condom. When i pulled it off, i did not wipe my penis off like i should have i know idiot move. And then a couple minutes later i rubbed my penis with my hand (ON ACCIDENT) and placed my fingers in her vagina. First off, could that be just wet liquid on my penis or do you think it really was semen, because most of the semen usually just collects in the tip of the condom. PLus the liquid on my penis was not thick like semen but more like a pre-cum type liquid. Second, most of you guys said that spem CAN live outside the body in warm conditions, does on my penis count as warm conditions, because i dont think it was that warm. Also, like most men do i wrapped my hand around, around my shaft, so there probably would have been more cum if there was any on my palm then my fingers? Finally, be honest do you think she could be pregnant? i hate to scare her with something that is so damn stupid, and probably would never happen, but i just love her and dont want to ruin her life. Please respond. thanks guys. ~lost2626
  4. Ok so i know this is really dumb of me but it did really happen by mistake. Me and my girlfriend were fooling around and right when were about to have sex i placed the condom on. My first question is has anyone ever put a condom on that hurt? ive done it plentyt of times before and it hasnt but for somre reason this one hurt like hell. Second i took it off becuase it hurt so bad and because i had some ejaculation fluid in there and didnt want to do sexual intercourse for one because there was fluid and two because it hurt too much wit a condom, well my penis was still covered in fluid, i dont know how much but it was wet, and then i touch it on ACCIDENT and then placed my fingers in her vagina. I know its very dumb of me, i took them immediatley out because i was like god im an idiot. Is it true that sperm die within a minute or so of ejaculation? Because if it is thna i should be ok because it was a minute or so afterwards, if not i could she be pregnant? there was not thick fluid but just some on my penis. Please let me know Thank you
  5. So heres to today Where we lie in the grass playful as memories last So heres to today where we lie in a trance of hypnotical glance So heres to today Where are lips will meet and be in silence as things are complete So heres to today Where there is no towmorro but just today So heres to today Where no one learns the love of a heart break So heres to today Where we will lie in complete innocent, harmony, and nirvana where peace of mind is no longer a thought, but a state of trance that one can balance a heart and mind without thinkign twice So heres to today Where i know where i want to be, in total grace of thee So heres to today Where i will stay, last, long, and never leave, until the day you must leave, i promise i wont ever let go, as one finger will always be connected with you and your heart, i will stay put for as long as you wish So heres to today, dont put it away.
  6. See man thats the thing ive been in love before, believe me i know what it is, it was more than hormones. Hormones is lust. this was a want, but not a lust, when you look at someone in the eyes and feel like everything is right, and you know when you kiss their lips this could be it that aint lust that is just a connection. and right a connection and possibly even love. Maybe its to idealistic for you, thats ok lots of people are like that, i was for a logn time and in no way is it bad to look at it that way, its just i think that maybe even if it wasnt love it was the best connection ive ever had including the two year relationship, and the girl i was in love wit
  7. You got me spinning Like I am drunk off a sweet summer whine You got me spinning In laughter in a fall after noon You got me spinning Like never before Like never before Hey girl you got me spinning and I'm hitting the floor One kiss, one dance, its all romance To me, to see, to be, me you and me I don't want you to hear or to know what I feel for you But im sure it shows the way I look at you Its all in my eyes the way you make me fly O so high, up in the sky, the clouds are my eternity Nothing bothers me when I say your name, don't bug me please I'm in heaven.
  8. Is it possible that love at first sight is true, or am I so naïve I am being caught up in my own thoughts and slight boredom of where I stand in life. Is it possible that one kiss can tell you everything about a person, and the chemistry between two united souls. We'll the kiss for sure I can tell you let loose a race of emotion that I will never forget. Lips like a baby's skin touching, moving accross my lips. How sweet her lips were they tasted like red whine on a summer night. As the breeze moved accross us and her hair circled my being I knew, that there was something sparking a fire between us. Is it possible that one girl for a few days could spark so much in a man? That when he says her name he is entranced by its loveliness, its rawness that makes him spin till he is dizzy drunk in love. Intoxicated yes by love he is, yet he feels no hangover no wish for the night to end but to keep spinning in heaven as he is. I may never see her again nor may she tell me that I am perfect again, but its completely right when she speaks. Her voice is like a soothing medication that everyone craves for. She drives me wild after so little I she is still embedded in my head. Some people may think I am obsessed but I see those people as those who don't believe in fatalism. I feel like I can rise into the clouds and lay when I think about life this way, I crave music in full blast, drink and eat to fill my belly, and so much love that I feel like I am in heaven. One kiss enters a note that may never leave, wow girl you got me spinning.. Is it possible?
  9. Every moment you let a word slip from your tongue in ignorance whether it is just a joke or something really derogatory you take a hammer to a man's heart. I hope you watch him bleed from the seems of his arteries as it seeps with screams of agony. See those tears, taste that salt and maybe for once in your life empathize for the things you have judged. For judging without looking both ways along the road is like being blindsided by a speeding car. Because I could scream until my I loss my breathe but sooner or later the song will play on you my friend. So I won't say a word until you feel the scream fall from your own mouth. When the heart bleeds from inside, from agony upon your soul. Maybe you should have thought this one out bro, maybe you should have looked inside your own soul. I hate your opinions and all your minds who conform to each other like muscles on a steal ship line. You stick and you suck until there is nothing left but a clear slate of nothing but hurt and pain. We'll my friend let it rain, let the rain drain the mouth of agony upon you and when the song dwells upon your ear, when the blood seeps through and you see clear, I WILL be standing at your front door. You won't know it at first, you wont see me but a little vision in your head until finally you see nothing but a black hood and a black mask, and a smile which I will ask. Didn't I say I told you so? Didn't I tell you to speak slow? Hold your tongue before you speak with such curses which are so weak. Because now that you have made them bleed I feel the pain of world and I know, I know when pain falls through. So don't cry because it hurts inside because my friend the jokes on you.
  10. Every moment you let a word slip from your tongue in ignorance whether it is just a joke or something really derogatory you take a hammer to a man's heart. I hope you watch him bleed from the seems of his arteries as it seeps with screams of agony. See those tears, taste that salt and maybe for once in your life empathize for the things you have judged. For judging without looking both ways along the road is like being blindsided by a speeding car. Because I could scream until my I loss my breathe but sooner or later the song will play on you my friend. So I won't say a word until you feel the scream fall from your own mouth. When the heart bleeds from inside, from agony upon your soul. Maybe you should have thought this one out bro, maybe you should have looked inside your own soul. I hate your opinions and all your minds who conform to each other like muscles on a steal ship line. You stick and you suck until there is nothing left but a clear slate of nothing but hurt and pain. We'll my friend let it rain, let the rain drain the mouth of agony upon you and when the song dwells upon your ear, when the blood seeps through and you see clear, I WILL be standing at your front door. You won't know it at first, you wont see me but a little vision in your head until finally you see nothing but a black hood and a black mask, and a smile which I will ask. Didn't I say I told you so? Didn't I tell you to speak slow? Hold your tongue before you speak with such curses which are so weak. Because now that you have made them bleed I feel the pain of world and I know, I know when pain falls through. So don't cry because it hurts inside because my friend the jokes on you. link removed[/i]"]
  11. you are an amazing poet and that is a great poem
  12. The Dark side Flush it down Watch it swirl around The water flistens with the blood of the past Slive the skin And removed the cells Take their corruption And make them hell Dark angel Take your cloak off reveal your inner good you don't ever see the space behind the wall that we hide and cover up so keep flushing overflow let it boil out I want the water to topple over Drown my lungs in complete suffocation I'm not longer the martyr of my day I am the crucificition of our tragedy I take my hand I wipe it in my own blood Smother my lips And kiss you goodbye The end of life The Dark side…
  13. Today i woke up with a new hope and a new pride but in the end there is no real way to hide its all the emotions combined in a hour glass as the time wastes away drop by drop ive never really learned to work things out through your eyes i feel so lost and alone because ive lost all hope i used to think of you to ease my pain but your so far away i really do need a place to hide for im running cold and blind the feet they begin to go numb and the toes lose feeling i trip i fall its all a scene that i cant recall i find nothing at the end of the tunnell there are no answers nor no real reasons its all a joke because of all this i never lean agaisnt anyone and soon all of it will end as the bullet has a final fate of our final descent..
  14. So ive got a question about not exactly getting up but ya um me n my girl will mess around the night before and ya we dont mess around often but if i ejaculate that night the next day i can get it up im just not as excited and its not as big is this weird? or is it normal and if so how is there any way i can fix this?
  15. my heads spinnin and i just woke up ah heck pass me another one
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