cheer_up Posted December 5, 2004 Share Posted December 5, 2004 oh dear. im 16 and i had a party. my mum went out and we found some alcohol and all got quite drunk(i know its a dumbass thing to do). Anyways most people went home but my friend stayed over. i feel guilty now because we somehow ended up kissing and he gave me head and i gave him it. I didn't think until afterwards and then i felt so bad about what happened. i didnt want this to happen and i can tell that things arent gonna be the same between us now. I just wish it hadnt happened. But now i cant stop thinking about it and i feel just bad about it. i cut myself a bit(which i find stupid but i just did) but now im starting to feel like im not gonna be able to live without thinking "WHY?" costantly. What can i do to stop feeling bad about it?. I know it was the alcohol and i'd never have done it otherwise but i just want to take it back now and i cant. Quote Link to comment
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