lost so many it's hard to make new

[hardcore]

i just lost so many friends the last week or so just don't know how many more i will lose . pepol say that i have changed i'm not the guy they use to know. i geuss they never really knew me at all. or maybe they just like seeing me the way i was. true i don't feel like the same man i was. i just look at things with a new set of eye's if it were. maybe this new me will bring me to the end of to many road's that i'm not ready to cross. i think to my self maybe it is better to be driven mad. By the beat of my own longing heart. Then to keep taking the pill's that make me better. just don't know. can you help any help will do and i will be greatfull for.

 

 

hardcore

[AzurePhoenix]

Sure mate..

 

What do they mean by "You are not the guy they use to know?" What has changed that has altered their perception?

 

~AzurePhoenix

[hardcore]

i'm happer i geuss not all doom and gloom. lol

[under_the_pressure]

Hardcore...Steve,

 

You don't need those people. If they were REAL friends they'd be happy that you were 'better.' Don't let that get to you, I've lost many friends, they may not be raplaceable but you can find other ones. As in, you just found me and I found you. I'm always here.

 

hugs always,

under*

[hardcore]

thank's hun you are truly great .

your friend steve