Nihilist Skitz Posted May 7, 2010 Share Posted May 7, 2010 I just need some advice or something Im a Mild Skitzophenic and its getting worse, im a Nihilist, wasnt always I was once a happy, joking, and funny individual but then things started changing when i started showing symptoms of depression, i went to doctors, who figured that it wasnt simple depression but the onset of skitzophenia. My life took a major turn for the worst, i failed school, went from B's and A's to C's and D's, and lost all my faith in anything. I became a Nihilist and every day doesnt seem to have a point There is this one girl, smart, funny, beautiful, everything i used to be, and i get even more depressed every time i see her because i know that once, i would have been good enough for her, and i know that even if she did feel the same way about me, i wouldnt be able to live with myself because she deserves better. I just want someone elses opinion on my situation Link to comment
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