Tragic Love Addiction

[envysinnocence]

All alone in the dark of the night.

Wishing I had someone to hold me tight.

Take away the cold with your warmth and touch.

Is that asking way to much?

What about asking for your love?

Is it crazy to expect such?

 

I gave myself to you.

Expecting you to love me too.

And then you used me.

And the cycle continued,

yet I was always to blind to see.

No one is willing to love someone they call easy.

 

No one ever bothered to look deep within,

to see the beauty behind the skin.

And before I knew it I was lost and alone.

With sadness that was well known.

I tried to take my life, to end the pain deep inside.

I honestly felt like I was losing my mind.

Then fate stepped in from behind.

Saved me for a lover that was all mine.

 

Now the darkness has turned to light.

Happiness consumes me every day.

Though my past is always here to stay.

I am often rather insecure and scared.

No one ever stayed, I don't want to be betrayed.

So hear my cries and hear my pleas.

Don't leave me, don't hurt me.

I am loyal, I am true.

And just to show you what I'd do.

I'd even die and go to hell for you.