forgetting someone you still want and need

[66chargerfan]

hello this is my 1st time posting here at this forum so i just thought id say hi and ask what i should do....

 

back in HS i liked this girl so much, i never made my move but just liked the ways she looked and to make a long story short, i thought about her every night and day thinking 1 day id be with her.

 

but then after HS ended and i took a year and a bit off i started to become more and more depressed and even suicidal....

 

i now have kind of figured out things about myself......i think im either delusional or an erotomanic. Im a manic depressive and im just someone who wants to forget someone i still think about and feel that i need..

 

 

what should i do

 

TIA

[1Adam12]

you should move on but maybe consult a therapist..just chalk it up and move on and learn from it. good luck

[HippoXNinja]

Omg!! Hey man, I went through the same exact thing with a chick from HS. I would think about her all day and night. It got to the point where I started to worry about myself cuz I couldn't stop. I gotta say, the number one thing that helped me get her out of my mind was actually telling her how I felt. I planned and thought about it for weeks and my best solution was to write her a letter. I knew there was no way in hell I could tell her face to face (this was HS I was super shy). Plus she had a boyfriend. Once I got everything off my chest it was super easy to move on. I knew I didn't have a chance with her but it made me feel better at least she knows how I feel. Don't think you're crazy either, you're not. This happens to many. Stay cool and don't let it get to you that way. I know how it is.....it SUX!!

[66chargerfan]

well ya i guess...but i kinda harrased her and i cant really send her anything or shell have me arrested and then im in jail

 

oh well all i can do is listen to gigi dagostino's ill fly with you over and over imagining that shes saying those things....

 

my lifes over no matter what!! 8)