hello this is my 1st time posting here at this forum so i just thought id say hi and ask what i should do....
back in HS i liked this girl so much, i never made my move but just liked the ways she looked and to make a long story short, i thought about her every night and day thinking 1 day id be with her.
but then after HS ended and i took a year and a bit off i started to become more and more depressed and even suicidal....
i now have kind of figured out things about myself......i think im either delusional or an erotomanic. Im a manic depressive and im just someone who wants to forget someone i still think about and feel that i need..
what should i do
TIA