HarryIrl Posted June 26, 2008 Share Posted June 26, 2008 For the past 2 years I have been unhappy and havnt gone a day without thinking * * * * it lets just do it and get it over with. I hate my life and I just want the pain to stop. I am only 17 years old at the moment and I feel like a complete * * * * ing loser. I feel this way because of my dad well thats my excuse anyways. Hes a complete * * * * ing * * * * and if I had the bottle I would kill him. Hes a control freak and I just want my pain to stop so he can feel guilty for all the * * * * hes put me through. I have Pills infront me right now and I really just wanna chuck them down my neck and get it over with. But something is telling me not to. I started crying today after an argument with my dad. Is crying weak? I picked up a blade and cut myself for the first time 5 times on my left wrist. I believe if my pain doesnt go away I will have killed myself within 3months. -Harry- Link to comment
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