hey there there is many things you cant see to happen. all you know is what happened and run .... jobs are easy to get who cares if you work for a gas station on mc donalds all you know is you fixing to lose your home and you cant do that so grab a mouth full and swollow. you got to do what is best for you and if that is working 2-3 jobs so be it ... (walmart) costco they start out at 10-16 an hour they are on a manwide job hunt right now i work there myself. so here is a foot in the right direction ... just remember that you must get happy your self befor you can do anything about anything else. your life line is here a helping hand ... also home depot is looking for help also. drug test must be passed to get employed at any of these.. hd startes out full time @ 10.00 an hr and even more if you live in a big city. my ma is employed with them as floor manager so this is also a great lead so walk with you head high and get out there you will be just fine