I met this girl one day at work.she doesn't work here , that was one year
ago.i know she has a bf , who is far from this city.When we first met , I managed
to get her email so I wrote to her saying hi and all those things,then she
started to call to my cell, I was sending e-cards and all that kind of
things , she said I was sweet (grrr).For one week we talked so much on phone
that I started to believe she liked me.Now I know that perhaps she could
have had some fights with her bf and I was filling that part of the
gap.Ok,once the every-day-call week passed,and she didn't show that interest
on me anymore , I asked her out , I knew and she told me she had a bf, I
asked anyways, she was in doubt , she said boys don't ask girls with bf out
, but it was nice so maybe we could go out some day. Finally one day she
said she would go oout with me, when this happened we had met each other for
6 months so I had feelings for her already , we went to theatre and then
have a coffee and then I couldn't hold this in me anymore and I told her I
liked her.Period.She got no word at that moment and then said: "I didn't
expect this from you.You knew I had a boybfriend.If you want we can go out
as friends but nothing more".seconds of silence followed to that which
seemed so much time to me,I just didn have anything to say and I took her
to her home.
Several emails followed to this, we told each other ugly things, One of these
things, I wrote to her a poem when I was flying overseas .And she went mad...she
said: I don't need anyone to write to me poems , what
I have is enough for me.Period, I said, never again , I won't write
to her anymore.Wrong!, we apologyzed and I told her I wouldn't lost her as a
friend, and then things got smooth again. I really never expect to go out
with here again , but then was this second time , a frustrated third time
which lead to another fight , pause, and then came this third time.I somehow
have feelings about her,and this third time , I believe she was joking) I was sooooooooooo much
close to approach to her and ask her for a kiss , she was well dressed this
third time which she wasn't the other two time we went out, and I really
thought I see her as a friend, but again I think I have feelings for
her.Question. If you were her,would you go out this second and a third time
even knowing guy you are going with told you once: I liked you and you
rejected him.
I am nervous,this third time , which was last Saturday , we had so much fun
, we went to theatre and then had a couple of drinks,she read the future on
my hand , I touched her hands!!.I wanted so much to kiss her,but
I didn't do anything.I wrote to her yesterday telling her I had fun with her
and that she looked prettier than ever.
I am so confused.....
What do I do? i am thinking aske her out next week and try again this time
