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Day 32. she has not been on my mind as much lately and I am just going with the flow of every day to day life. I can still say that I feel better but I do still get these little spikes of sadness and emotion from time to time.
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Day 30. It was a rough road but I got there. I will say that I feel a little better then on day 1 but of course she still pops up in my mind and I do wish the break up never happened and we were in each others arms. Oh well now onto try to do 60 days.
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Day 28. Missing her but not so upset or depressed anymore. I think she has been logging into my facebook account and snooping on me. So I changed my password.
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day 28 I believe. had a terrible dream lastngiht. In my dream we ran into each other and she jumped in my arms saying "I missed you so much" Still NO contact and wont.
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Day 26 or 27 I kind of lost count Doing a bit better. Still miss her and still have feelings for her. keeping busy.
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Day 26 I have still not contacted her but today and yesterday I had some very strong feelings of missing her. I completely broke down and cried for several hours. I really do miss her and I am still deeply deeply in love with this women.
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Not sure what day it is. But I am doing fine, but she crept into my mind today, but I kept busy and didnt really let it affect me.
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Woke up today missing her completely and feel very lonely. I wish I could just have her back. I hate this feeling and I cannot seem to shake these feelings. I feel as if she will always be inn my heart. I am on the verge of contacting her but I know that will not make anything better so I am going to continue my NC. I am not sure what day I am on. Haven't contacted her since April 6th.
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Sign me up for the challenge. I have had no contact with my ex since april 5th. Each day I still think about her and pray to god that maybe someday we will talk again and possibly get back together.