Chey

In response to you both, I did know that he was using when we met (however, how much he was using was also a lie) I overlooked this one because he lied to me the first time that we talked (I met him online) I layed down the rules that it was not to be around my child and that he was not to drive with us for at least 5 hours afterwards. But slowly his usage started to effect me. He would go to his friends house instead of spending time with me when we had plans, he left me while we were camping to go and do it. I have several concerns, first he says AGAIN that he has stopped because he wants to keep the relationship. However I am afraid everytime that he goes to his friends, or when he isn't home from work right away, everytime that he is silly, tired, happy, grumpy, sad, angry, bored, ect. that he is high. And when I ask him about it he gets upset with the question. I am afraid everytime that I look into his eyes that he is lying to me about it. I in some way feel cheated on. I don't want to loose him. But I don't think that I have the strength to fight his addiction, and I know that I can not accept it. Please help Chey

Hello to you all. I am having some trouble with my boyfriend. He is addicted to dope. This man is my soul mate but since I have expressed my concern for his consumption of the drug as well as how much it is effecting myself, our children, and our relationship, he has taken to lying to me about it. I am afraid that the trust is broken and will never be repaired as I can not seem to forgive him. Every minute that he is not with me I am suspecting that he is using and deceiving. I can not find it in myself to either believe in him again, or walk away. Please help me before I loose all faith in the man that I cherish Chey